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2010-01-01T14:06:00.010+08:00

Hey, i'm updating again! :p hehe. So how is your first day of the new year so far people? :D Mine is certainly fine. Lke, this bright early morning, i watched KBS's Gayo Daejun which is the 2009 Song Festival. i had really fun watching it with my brother. Mainly because Girls' Generation and SHINee were there, and every other of my favorites :D hehe. And now we're all just chillin' and relaxin' at home sweet home ^^, Of course, nobody can stop me from my laptop. HAHA. ;)

You know what? I feel like posting my favorite korean idols today =D

Okay, so i put these up in order of my most favorite.. :) Starting with..Tiffany of course! ;p

TiffanyYYY Here's a recent photo of her that i like, with her newly dyed gorgeous black hair :D (ignore the writings, it's from a magazine -,-)

Goo HaraYY from another girl group, Kara.
Before this, my friends had said that her face reminded them of mine and that's when i came to like Hara and now i'm a big fan :D However, i don't really see the similiraties. Maybe i do if i had a really circular face like that. HAHA. Besides, i like to think myself more like Tiffany xp HEHEHE. So hmmm any resemblance? ;)

ONEW YYY from SHINee.
my cute favourite group leader :D hehe. Farr also luhv him as much as i do. The best part about him? he's OH SO ADORABLE smileeee >.<

Kim Hyun Joong YY from SS501. or you might have heard or seen him as Gihu in Boys Over Flowers. :)

Minho Y SHINee's pretty boy ;D his voice really isn't as great as Onew but he raps well and needless to say, he's so damn cute! XD

Kyuhyun Y this cutie from Super Junior or SuJu. i luhv luhv luhv his sweet vocals!

KAN :) well okay, he's actually a newcomer from this new 4-member boy group called F.Cuz and they haven't really debuted yet, but i've seen a couple of their clips and teasers, AND KAN IS SERIOUSLY HOT! I melted right away. lol. They're definitely my most awaited group this 2010! I TOTALLY can't wait for their debut!

im'ma finish now. hope you enjoyed that :) enjoy the rest of the holidays, peeps!

p.s. guess what i'm going to get as my new year's present?? :D A new makeover to my room, WALLPAPERS! hehe yay me! apan. ;p

toodles !

2009-12-31T23:31:00.005+08:00

So like, there's only about 15 minutes left till new year's eve! :D Nothing special is done tonight, i just had a very lovely dinner with my family :) We ate thai at that Nur Wanita Restaurant at Kiarong :D The food was awesome and all my brothers' and sisters' were there, ohh everything was just so perfect! :D i loved it so much, although i was feeling a bit sad about something that happened recently.. :/ maybe i'll even post some pictures later. ;)

So ahnyway, i made my own 'new year's greeting' picture using picnik. I posted it on my wall photos and tagged everyone...well, ALMOST everyone ;p what do you think? nice, eh? ;D haha. i made it from a girls' generation photo and completely edit it.

COUNTDOWN!! XP

....5
4
3
2
1.......!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! XD

First thing i'll do: go to sleep.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. ;D so yeah, have a good night everybody.:) i'll sign off here, till then.

oh and hey, did you know? it's blue moon on new year's eve tonight! :D

toodles!

2009-12-28T15:24:00.013+08:00

WOAH.

I can't believe it's been a heck of a long time since the last time i updated this ~~forgotten~~ blog of mine! :p what is it?eight months? yeaa. -,- I guess that's what you get for being too obsessed with facebook. ;D lol. I believe EVERYONE's into "fb" right now. :p Even my nine year old nephew, Afiq signed up. haha. OH, and i can't believe it's almost going to be A YEAR already! Not to mention school's going to start soon too =_= Mahnn how time flies by very quickly! I do miss school, i miss seeing my friends and all but the thought of having to study and work hard each day again just really depresses me. -,- especially since i'll be sitting for O'lvl next year! gee, i'm scared already! :/ I've been so messed up in class this year, i've sunk to the lowest of lows without even a single big improvement :( I'm lucky to even have passed my final exam! D: I guess i will have some MAJOR stepping up to do next year.

but of course i can't say that i'm not excited for the new years cause i am! :D a new year, a new beginning! :p hehe. Not to mention i'm going to have a NEW NEPHEW soon! ^^, (my sister said that she'll be expecting sometime in april) THAT, i'm REALLY EXCITED for, cause you know how i LUHV babies XD haha.

The only sadest thing about this coming of year is that i still don't know what my future holds for me. The truth is, almost everyday i wonder to myself.."what am i going to do with my life?" Sometimes i feel that it's hard living in a house almost full of successful people -,-" i mean, i'm just so afraid that maybe someday i'm not going to be able to keep up with them.. or live up to my parents' expectations.. Just recently my "last" older brother, Zimin went on a scholarship to UK to study economics. He's taken the same steps as my father did ( daddy's an economist, you see) and i heard him saying that an 'internship' is already on the line for my brother at his work. It's like, their LIVES (my bothers' and sisters') have been planned out by themselves! My other older brother, Shukri is a PILOT FOR GOD'S SAKE =_= and NOW, it's going to be MY TURN soon and i have nothing...NOTHING to give. DAMN, i feel like crying so much right now. I best be stopping here. -_-

oh yea, and about my previous relationship..i'm sure everyone's wondering now what has happened. Only a few of my closest friends know. WELL, let me just tell you this, he broke my heart. :)) And he knows exactly why. He knows exactly what he did. I didn't do anything, that's all i'm saying! :)

Sorry if i've said too much though. I don't think i am, but i've said a lot of things around lately.. And that's when i wrote somewhere about girls my age at my school being too hypocritical. What i mean is that I'm going to say a lot of things now that i'm sure in a couple of years or even a year from now i'm not going to keep to. So yea, i hope you people do understand that.

AHNYWAY, so my friend, Ahnna sent me this 2009 survey via email ;) and i thought i'd try them. enjoy!

1. Are you excited for New Years?
- Omg, yes! I love celebrating the new year :D We always celebrates the new year!

2. What will you do different in 2010?
- I guess i'll work even MORE harder in school and try to pass my A.MATH -,- and every other failing subjects :( (AMIN!)

3. What will you not be doing in 2010?
- procrastinating. -,-" (i hope.) and eat less. haha. lol.

4. What happened in 2009 that you didn't think would ever happen?
- easy. i went on a trip to UK and PARIS early this year :D I really didn't think i'd go.

5. Best movie you've seen in 2009?
- NEW MOON, fer sherr! haha ;D

6. Best song?
- oohh! totally 'GEE'! or 'GENIE'! :D ohh i simply can't decide between these two. Both by Girls' Generation or also known as SNSD. I think they're the best, despite the fact that i've only first heard of this korean group this year and they're really not so bad. I love their style and dance routines. I even learned how to dance to both of these songs! It's really fun :D "gee gee baybay baybay baby!" "sowoneul malhaebwa~" HAHA. that's part of the chorus to the songs btw. :D Thank you Siti Hamizah for introducing me to them! (I don't know if she'd read this though :p) oh and there's one member i like to root in particular..Tiffany! :D i think she's the most talented of all the other eight members..And the prettiest! :] (boo Yoona) haha lol. Also, if i'd have to choose 2nd best, i'd pick 'by myself' by Tiffany, alone. This song really blew me away, i cried the first time i listened to it. :/

7. Best Books you've read?
- OH it totally has to be the THE CLIQUE SERIES! By Lisi Harrison. I'm like SOOO INLOVE with The Clique eversince the first time i read it! I now own all seventeen books and it'll be eighteen next january ;) hehe. You would probably heard it on dvd or movie when it came out early this year. I've already been a huge fan since then and was really excited about it and it turned out FABULOUS! Elizabeth McLaughlin really rocked at playing Massie Block, which is my favorite character from the book, the so called main heroine. haha. I also own Lisi Harrison's next set of novels called Alphas and i think it'll be the next best thing cause i already read the first book and it was AWESOME! i can't wait for the next series to come!

8. Best memories?
- i guess it'll have to be the UK trip, best meomories yet. :) i get to vist those AH-MAZING places i never thought i'd be at, haha and i get to make new friends with the form five-ers :p I'm totally going to miss not seeing them around in school anymore next year :(

9. Best food you've taste? :P
- haa. umm kimchi? i guess so. haha i taste it for the first time at that new Kimchi Restaurant just a few days ago and surprisingly, it tasted real good (Y)! :D i think i've once read that it is one of the world's most healthiest food! It's korean again, btw. -,-

10. How was your birthday this year?
- fine i guess.. the important thing was that i get to spend it with the people i love. :)

11. Do you think you've change throughout the year?In what way?
- Some mentioned critically that i wasn't myself for a year. I think that was really damaging. but no, i guess from all the things i've gone through this year, i've only become the strongest i've ever been. I dare that certain someone to try to change me again. I've got so strong,it would never happen. Of course my passion for Allah and my family and friends won't change, so hopefully i won't change who i am. But then again, i can't never say that i don't completely ;) I've come up with a serious habit of saying 'apan' ALOT. I've become such a goofball they told me. The biggest change i'd have to say would be my undenyingly love for kpop -,- i guess it all started with gee and then it just got carried away recently... with weekly's anticipation of KBS's Music Bank, haha and obsession to ridiculously cute korean male idol stars and groups -,- the SHINee boys, in particular is one of my favorites ^^, but i'd have to say, it definitely changed my point of view of the whole korean entertainment and what they can do. It's really not that bad, people :] What i meant is that, i'm never going to listen to Ashley Tisdale or Lady Gaga ONLY, right? haha. there you go. :)

12. What's one thing you learned throughout the year?
- well.. i've learn that when it comes to typical teenge drama stuff like dealing with friends or mean girls, i try to take the high road. I try to not REALLY say anything (sometimes!) and just laugh it off! and it kind of works itself out. I mean, eventually you sort of realise that your friends are the only ones you really have..so like, why are we doing this you know?

13. What is your new year's resolution?
- I guess it's always the same every year, to pass my exams (o'level! AMIN!) and to be a better person 0=] ( and to lose weight! haha :p -,- )

14. Finally, what is the biggest best thing that's happened to you in 2009?
- haha the BIGGEST BEST THING? I've made so many new friends! :) cool ones..nice ones..the not so nice ones.. -,- ANOYYING ONE! (ehemm.tuyah.) haha lol. ;) But the ones that i am most grateful for are these three awesome girls, Atiqah, Fazrenna and Farah :) or as i call them, Teqqah,Pajarr and Farr. hehe. Girls, i just want to say that i have never really made any regrets on where i was and where i am now. God knows how much i appreciate your friendship.. You accepted me for who i am and brought out the best of me. In fact, to even think you consider me as your bestfriend right now..well i am honored, and touched. :') I can trust them with anything now, and they can trust me- we'll definitely take each others' secrets to the grave. :) OH! ANNDDD these girls are also the ones responsible for influencing me into this whole korean-obsession world! haha. These girls LUHV korean so much, i sometimes look to them as if they ARE one. HAHA. lol. You know what? i think i'm going to post a picture of them.

Farr, Teqq and Jarr ♥

Of course, everyone is welcome to take this survey too. i tag everybody! :D haha. i missed doing that :p

So anyway, in case i don't update again, haha, HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

Toodles !

Hooray Sapphire !

2009-04-25T15:39:00.004+08:00

hey. it's been a while ! ( again ) haa. -,- i'm too caught up in facebook ! I'm so active now. =]

So anyway, STPRI had the ' Larian Usaha kali ke-6 ' race today ~ and congrats to Amber house and Jade for winning first prize ! SAPPHIRE did an awesome job too, so yea, HOORAY FOR SAPPHIRE ! XD boo ruby. Nadawah :p

Tihah and Tinah :)

rah!rah!rah! SAPPHIRE !!! XD

heeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeee XD *apan*

haa apan -,-

It's alright, its ok (8) !

2009-04-14T20:03:00.001+08:00

OMG ! OMG ! OMG ! IT'S FINALLY OUT ! XD I've been waiting for this song for WEEKS !

Now Playing :

It's Alright, It's Ok - ASHLEY TISDALE !!

New single off of Ashley's upcoming sophomore album, Guilty Pleasure out on June 16th this year ! I'm so excited ! ^^,

hate mondays !

2009-03-30T22:52:00.004+08:00

urghh feeling so jetlag in school today -,- i could barely pay attention to some of the lessons i had this morning. and an addition to that, i lost my glasses in our apartment in London ! -,-" so it was pretty hard for me especially in bio where we have to copy the massive notes written on the white board. :/ urghh i can't believe i lost it ! T_T i loved that glasses though i hated wearing them. i guess i'll just have to buy a new one then. sigh ~

Not just that, its only been the first day and i was feeling so mireable. i felt so moodless because something was bothering me .. I feel like crying all the time but i hold it back. I almost did on break but i didn't want to spoil the fun because they were really ecxited to see me (;

When school was over, i had bio extra class in the afternoon and decided to meet beybeh. I talked to her about it and then totally burst into tears ! :( when bio was over, i talked to fatihah for a while as well before heading home. I'm okay now though, i think, but it felt really good to just let it out. :]

p.s. updates on uk trip later on !

toodles !

i Fab Y

2009-03-29T22:00:00.002+08:00

i'm .......... BACK !!!!!!!

i had a totally terrific time and an amazing experience.

i'll miss London :( i'll miss hyde park. i'll miss our apartment. i'll miss paris disneyland. lol. i'll miss everything.

ehh tomorrow ! "back to reality" -,- back to school, i would probably have tons of holiday homeworks to do ! hope the teachers could give me an excuse ;P haa nadawah. apaan. and urggh my first term results ! pacah ni. DX oh well, at least i get to see my friends in school again. :] g'nite !

farewell !

2009-03-16T15:24:00.003+08:00

I'll be flying away to UK tonight. i'll miss blogging :( i'll miss my friends. i'll miss my girlfriends ;'D ehh i'll miss EVRYONE ! hee. Wish us luck ! ciao.

viva la vida<3

2009-03-12T15:36:00.005+08:00

Pictures below are from last week STPRI's choir trip to the Empire Theatre for the JIS Musical Showcase Concert. The performances went totally awesome. The musics were great. The WHOLE SHOW was fabulous ! ;D

There's this guy, i think he was one of the teachers from jis, he sang 'viva la vida' by coldplay and we loved him because he was really good ! :D He made us really hyped and we danced and screamed. Stpri really rocked it that day. HAHA. ;D We even made him do an encore when the concert ended. :D ( you can check out the vivalavida clip on the youtube video down there. It's really short but you can hear him sing )

i look so damn uglayy here(; but whatev.

This pic lawa. Azy, Rawdah and Wany !

HAHAHA. ;D They were really following the pose of the guy in the dragonball movie poster at the back.

hmmm Shana, Rawdah, Wany, Hah, Mea, Eqah anddd Myra ! :]

ani, Inspector Clouseau wannabes ! lol ! :D

manada candid ni ;D

And here's a little video i've put together from the show. You'll see the Viva La vida, next will be a choir of the song "when you believe", and lastly, an awesome hip hop dance performance. Enjoy !

2009-03-10T20:42:00.010+08:00

quick update ! it's been quite a while. :/ What's up ? Well, as you can see i changed my blog to a whole new layout again ! :D On the header, it was actually written as " Baby, you're mine ♥ " but i changed it to, yyeaa, " iFab ♥ " ! HEHE. (; I've also put up some pictures on the 'memories' corner. =D haa apaan. It's simple but it's cute. don't you thinkso ? :] tell me. :)

OWH, i FINALLY changed by email address from princess_zmah@hotmail.com to izyaanfabulus@hotmail.com :] gosh, i've been using the old one since like, idk, since i was in primary six i think ! :o There's probably a thousand contacts in it. oh wait, it is a thousand ! ;D a thousand and two hundred thirty-five to be exact. haa. Though, i haven't really use it, yet. I'm only adding contacts right now. OF people i know. so yea, i won't be accepting strangers this time. haa ;D BUT ! haa but i will add some if the email looks familiar SO yea, do add me too ;) lol apaan. haa. OR OR leave me your email here. :)

We've started our first assessment in school btw. I had maths last saturday. It was okay. English today, went okay too but i couldn't finish a couple of questions in time :/ AND bio ... i think i flunked the test -,-" OOHHHHWELL. ehh, Tuyah sent me a message just now. HAHA. WTH Tuyah ? antah kau. ;D

Talking about school ... this is rather sad for me to 'write' but i'm gonna tell you anyway, we umm, failed to be in the finals of the choir interschool competition, SHOCKINGLY. :( Abg Awang delivered us the news himself rather than our sir. He came to school last week with the other instructors, Abg Fendi, Abg Pojeh and Abg Sam were there. I think i took it pretty hard, i couldn't stop thinking about it and cried overnight feeling like we let stpri AND the instructors down. -,-" but i'm okay with it now. This was actually part of the reasons why i didn't do any updates on my blog too. I just wished we could have another chance of showing them that we can really do it because i believe so, but .. yeaa .. we did our very best ! :')

In addition to that, i wishes the soas guys, goodluck ! Beat PDS and Maktab Sains butt ! ;D The guys said they'll win this for us, awww that was so sweet ! :]

ANNDDDD talking about choir, i went out with the choir putera putri Darussalam last Sunday. i hung out with Saadah and Muaz at the mall. :D We met with Fii, Mira, Abg Awang, Abg Pojeh, Abg Fendi, Abg Sam .. and the other 'Abg' i don't know his name. ;) HAHA. Tuyah, Eqah, Shana and the guys Grul, Najib, Ariff and Shah were there too. :) ... ehh i miss choir berabis. -,-" Haa.

Muaz !

( you can also see Abg Fendi, Abg Sam, Mira and Abg Pojeh in the back ;D )

toodles !

iFab Y

oh ! p.s. UK trip is in 5 days ! XD

2009-02-26T18:26:00.008+08:00

watched american idol last night. =D i was hyper again =D because Megan Corkrey performed last night. ;D I've been following and watching this season 7 since day one and now, i wish she gets voted in the top 12 tonight. She's my favourite, for now. OR Adam Lambert too ! Because he' so aaahhhh ! XD i loved when he sang 'satisfaction' last night, it was so oohhhhlala ! HAHA lol majal. XD

Anyway, the school celebration went fine yesterday. Except for our choir, went a lil' trainwreck ;/ i think. because of some 'technical difficulties', and we were only provided with two mics wah ! -,-'

Well, at least the 'penurunan bendera' in the afternoon went really perfect ! ;D and we met a few of the instructors, and the guys again ! :D

Si Muaz =D eksen posing ia tu

Ani, my ehem ehem, shot of the day ! Haa apaan, nadawah ;p

Posed, Mira, Leen, Iqah sama si Tuyah !

Nijah !

2009-02-25T18:30:00.006+08:00

I was really hyper and very excited yesterday. ( and tadi jua ) Not only did si Mea, si WANY ! AND AND FATIHAH ! XD joined the interschool choir competition yesterday but Achha, Zeyah and BEYBEH JOINED today AS WELL ! XD We're back as a team again ! HAHA lol ;) too bad Muna didn't want to :/

AndAnd yay ! i'm back in the tenor with Azy ! ;D but we're called as the sopranos now. We met with Abg FENDI !, Abg Awang and Haziq ! I was more excited because we missed them so much ! :D Our song choice is 'Sedia Berbakti', the other girls, Azyan, Quini, Myra .. auditioned and made the parts as well and now, i think we're doing just fine after only 2 days of practice for the pemilihan or 'saringan' THIS SATURDAY ! Though i hope we have an extra practice session on this friday. Ohh well anyway, WISH US LUCK !

Tomorrow's probably gonna be a busy busy day for me. I have two choir events awaiting; in the morning in school ( National Day Celebration ) and in the afternoon at Taman Soasc. ( the 'penurunan bendera besar' ). can't wait ! ;D AND of course, i have my next doctor's appointment right after the school celebration tomorrow =.=~ yyeah.

I also had a brief meeting regarding the literature UK trip ( WHICH ! will be in only 3 weeks time ! XD ) this afternoon, with the teachers and the other lit students. Good thing si Leen sama Izzah joined the trip too ! or i'll totally be the loner. haa~ because actually, the trip was only meant for the form five's but Ckg. Seri Ainey ( my elite teacher, who, basically brought me up on this whole literature world ! :D ) tagged me along, which i think was so sweet and generous of her ;]

toodles !

i Fab Y

23rd !

2009-02-23T20:15:00.006+08:00

Brunei's 25th National Day went so perfect this morning ! The day could not have gone better ..being there, at the stadium, on stage, singing proudly the very patriotic songs, along with all the other guys ( AND GALS :D ) who i've spent practically most of the time with the past month, the flashing cameras, ( THE HEAT ! lol joke ;p ), the amazing adrenalin, i loved it !

Now it's all over ! :( It was so sad ! D': ( Though it was kinda a relief when it ended but yyea. ) This made us wished that we could sing for the national day every year ! haa x)

more updates later !

On this very eventful and festive day, not to forget jua a happy birthday to Azy and Saadah ! :)

HAPPY FIFTEEN to AZY ! love love ya !

AND A VERY HAPPY SEVENTEEN to SAADAH ! you're wonderful !

toodles !

i Fab Y

THESE LAST MOMENTS !

2009-02-21T18:29:00.008+08:00

Saturday was the last day of our choir practice. Guess i could say it was the sadest day of all. :'( Almost all of us cried, even the guys too i think ! :'D We spend the rest of the evening reminiscing the moments and all .. haa ~ then we all, even the instructors, had to pick any memorable songs to sing upfront. Me, Eqah, Shana and uhh si Farah decided to be in one group. We sang i miss you by Miley Cyrus, kau terlalu istimewa by Sharifah Aini i think and my all by Mariah ! damn, it was so sad ! especially when we had to face them all :')

I'LL TOTALLY GONNA MISS THOSE MOMENTS ! i am now. :'D

All the vaining !

can you spot us ? :D

haa aku bida sini ;P

Izzah :)

And all our dear instructors ! :'] wished i could take all your pictures individually but i only got a few in my camera.

Ka Mas and Abg Ayuy :)

Ka umi the sweetest ! :D

Ka Jidah with her merry sense of humour ! ;D ( Abg Awang there in the back and Eqah )

Ka Wani the cutest ! (; though we had those awkward tension going on between us, i still love you !

Abg Haziq with his youthful self and all his funny jokes ! :D

and especially Abg Pojeh ani ! I LOVE THIS GUY ! XD "SUPERMAN!" haa

and to the others whose pictures are sadly not in my canon, Abg Fendi, Ka Nurin, Abg Sam, i love you guys !

THE GUYS JUA !

si Grul gay-ing sama Abg Ayuy ! HAHA xD ( banyak ni gay pictures durang in my camera ! haa )

si Najib with all his toys and crazy antics ! ;)

si SWEET MUAZ especially ! =D

and urghh si anoyying fikri pun ! haaha

AND I'LL MISS THIS. :'(

well, SEMUA YOU GUYS ROCK ! ;D

KUMPULAN KOIR PUTERA PUTRI DARUSSALAM, LOVES !

and now .. as Abg Awang have said, after all of this is over, it's back to real life (; back to school .. to boring physics .. A.maths .. si Tuyah dalam class a.k.a si Nazurah. HAHAHA nadawah, jk jk ! =D

toodles !

i Fab Y

indeed, a very sad moment.

2009-02-17T21:36:00.005+08:00

We didn't have any practice at the stadium today. All the form four's have normal lessons. This goes to other schools too, i think ? but i only had 1 period of a.maths in the morning ! :D because us choir was called for practice in the CR2. x) Ckg. Hajah Rose, my a.maths teacher teased and called me and Tuyah sinners when we left the class ! ;D lol.

Our instructors and the guys came to stpri. We succesfully ( as Abg Awang have said ) finished practicing the two new songs we've learned with harmonising. Semangat merdeka and Sedia Berbakti. Lawaaa ! :] gosh, i wished i was back in the tenor group. oh ! have i mentioned ? i was forced to put in the soprano's. and Nizah too because we were all too loud together ! :( And the soprano pulang inda loud while they were supposed to be ;/ so yyea ~ Nothing's bad being in the soprano of course, in fact it's the most important part of all, i've learned. It's just that i loveee singing harmonising and i LOVE singing them together with Azy, Saadah, Nizah, Leen sama si Fii. :( i hope i'm back in the tenor group for the interschool choir competition ;P

ANYWAY ! The supposedly real story here is, when it was time for the guys to head back to school, Abg Awang asked one voulenteer to come infront and say something since it was their last day in stpri he said. si Shah did, and when he finished talking, they all made him sing. He sang 'Kenangan Terindah', and the girls started having teary eyes ! I tried to hold it but then, when i saw them all crying i couldn't help but burst into tears myself :'D I guess what we thought about that time was that this lovely choir is going to be over after the 23rd .. GOSH it was a really sad moment ! i love choir and i WISHED we had more time to spend with each other :'p cause we all really, kinda bonded especially with the instructors ! gosh, i can't imagine how sad it's really going to be on the 23rd ! Lagi tia kali. Banjir ni stage ! X'( lol. But you know, i'm really, very proud to be part of the choir team this year. and i'm glad jua i chose this. I've learned a lot from the last few weeeks. Believe me, i used to hate the patriotic songs and i don't get`em but now, i feel very lucky to sing them for Brunei's 25 years SILVER JUBILEE celebration ! :') ehhh bahh, this post is getting longer. i love choir ! Done !

( *sniff* )

toodles !

i Fab Y

choir, choir, choir lagi ! ;P

2009-02-15T18:35:00.004+08:00

As mentioned, we had a choir performance again at the second flag raising day, the 'kenaikan bendera kecil' that was held at Rizqun today. I didn't think it went quite well. -_= Most of the songs that were played was not even the ones we practiced for ! In fact, we didn't even know the songs ! I think they were the instructors punya lagu. ( the instructors have 36 songs while we have 26 ) Only the instructors sang the parts, while we smiled and pretended to know the songs ! haa ~ -,- Even Abg. Awang, our head instructor or our conductor, got behind the mic and sang-along. aiyoo ~ But we all had fun though ;D besides, i don't think the people who attended the ceremony even noticed it. I think they were too busy looking at the vehicles with the mini flags. (; and and, our second baju was a t-shirt, very yellow ! :D haa.

vaining with Azy and Nizah ! :D

The guys ! :D

Right after the ceremony was over, we headed back to KKBS. ( Kementrian Kebudayaan, Belia dan Sukan ) yyea that is where we've been having our practices. We rested for a couple of hours there. We all had this really (Y) nasi katok for lunch :D We also did an acticity where each and every one of us had to go in front and sing one good song. I had no choice but to choose because of you by Kelly Clarkson because that was the only song that i had in mind and i was the first girl to sing ! -,- Feeling very, very, VERY nervous, i suddenly froze upon reaching the high part and my voice tarus 'pacah' ! DX gosh i should've just let it out ! ( instead of chickened out =___=" hehh that's just me ! ) That was a REALLY embarassing moment , i feel like i wanted to cry and ran away from the stage ! haha apaan but of course i didn't. ;)

Here are some more pictures of the day si Farah took with my camera. ( p.s. the quality is not really good because i'm uploading them with photobucket and i have to resize them again since there's something wrong with my blogger's 'add image' button )

gosh we were all really tired and just lay around

Shana and Azy

The guys had their rests on the floor.

We left KKBS at 2 and went to the stadium for the first time. We only had a sound check there. and YAY ! our stage be atap ! :D haha. Another good thing, we own this small and comfy room ( with THREE air-cons xD ) behind our stage where we can rest and all. siuuuukk ! haha ;D If you see a 'kumpulan koir putera putri darussalam' sign, that's the place ! :D

We finished at about four and me, Azy, Eqah and Shana walked over to icc and to the carnival. Faiz and Muaz went there too. :) We just hang and walked around. Too bad my dad fetched me realy earlyl ! I asked him to fetch me at 7 when he did so at 5 ! -,- There goes me seeing the haunted house ~AND it turns out, that my brother, zimin was there the whole time ! -,- ohh well, it's over now ! ;0

tags !

2009-02-13T16:56:00.006+08:00

i was tagged by Fatyn.H and Ayeen about a couple of weeks ago. I've never got the time to do them cause y'know, was too busy and lazy =___=' AND since it's thursday night and i'm not going anywhere, i've decided to do them.

Enjoy ! :D

TAGGED BY FATYN.H !

Rules for recieving this award is:

( This is weird. I've never done a a malay tag before. lol. apaan. haha ! ;P )

1.Copy Badge *2008 Cute's 3logger Award Di Atas Untuk Diletakkan Di Blog Anda.

2. Link/Ceritakan Kembali Siapa Yang Memberikan Award Ini Kepada Anda.
- Fatyn.H ! :) Thanks for awarding me girl ! You're the best ! (;

3. Setiap Blogger Mesti Menyatakan 10 Fakta/Hobi Diri Sendiri Sebelum Memilih Penerima Seterusnya (anda di-tag)

- one. i am very, VERY short for my age :/
- two. i live to shop and shop to live. :D
- three. likes to spend my alowance on gorgeous shoes ! (;
- four. i am a thalessemia major patient.
- five. i love singing, and choir !
- six. reads SEVENTEEN magazine a lot.
- seven. besides fashion and music, reading is my other passion.
- eight. love doing tags ! :D
- nine. am looking forward to the e.lite trip to london this coming school holiday in march ! x)
- ten. i am currently strangely attractive to someone who is much much older than me. ( shhh ! only Azy knows about this xP )

4. Anda Perlu Memilih 10 Penerima Award Seterusnya Dan Menyatakan Nama Mereka Di Blog Anda.

1. Saadah ! :D
2. Faiz imaan :)
3. Netty's and,
4. Shuk's (;
5. Fatyn.
6. Yana.
7. Ady :)
8. Eqah
9. Sasha
10. Lastly, anyone who feels that their blog is cute too :D

Tagged by Ayeen :)

( psst ! i am doing this by referring to the list of people that i've tagged from the previous tag. )

How you know 1?
: from choir ! :)

What would you do if you never met 2?
: i dont' know, i don't know him that well, yet. :]

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?
: 3, NO WAY cause she's taken by 4, my brother. and if she's not, i'd still would not date her cause then i'd be lesbo lol ! HAHAHA xP

Would 5&6 make a good couple?
: i don't think so -,-

Do you think 7 is nice?
: Last time i check, he is super nice ! x)

Do you know anything about 8's family?
: no i dont.

Tell me something about 9.
: she's soooo VAIN ! ;)

What language does 2 speak?
: malay and a little bit of english i think.

Who is 3 going out with?
: no. 4, Shukri ! (:

How old is 4?
: i think he's 24.

What do you think about 5?
: i have never met her in person, but i think she's nice :]

Who is 6 favourite singer?
: i have no idea, but she adores Joe Jonas :D

What is 7's favorite food?
: i have no idea. spaghetti ? :D

Is 8 single?
: i don't think so (;

What is 9's last name?
: errr i don't know. i just calls her kaka sasha :P haha

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
: again, no haa. If i were a guy, i'd give it a shot. lol jk. :P

Which school does 2 go to?
: soas !

What do you like about 3?
: ohhh i don't know, she's just wonderful ! 0=)

and there was another tag, by Saadah but i've done it before so i'll just skip that one. Thanks for tagging me anyway Saadah ! :) And to you, thanks for reading and hope you just enjoyed that.

toodles !

i Fab Y

Flag Raising II

2009-02-11T18:40:00.005+08:00

i love choir. :)

Raising the flag

2009-02-08T17:56:00.003+08:00

i lost my choir songlyrics booklet ! T_T

~~fuck~~.

ahhhhhh ~~ ANYWAY, the kenaikan bendera thing went super today ( AND it was also SUPER HOT ! "berabisly". =___+ ) We only sang 3 songs though. but it went reeeally well, we were live on tv this morning ! =D HAHA LOL. The sad part was, i totally FORGOT to bring my camera along ! D: I could have taken lots of pictures of us with our new baju ! hehe. :D but then again, we have our second "gig" this coming sunday again, the kenaikan bendera kecil ;)

toodles !

i Fab Y

because choir siuk :)

2009-02-06T11:14:00.016+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know, it's been a while. I've been so tired from all the choir practices. We finish at 5:30 now =___= then i have to shower and stuff and do all homeworks. ( and sometimes, i end up doing them in the morning in school =___= ) That;s why i've been too lazy to do any update. But here i am right now so hooraayy for me ! xD

Anyway, choir has DEFINITELY been very fun ! ( though there were some unpleasantness moments happened:/ ) I hung out and practiced with them Azy, Rau, Eqah, Shana, Farah, Nizah, Mai, Saadah and the rest of you cool people ;D *big grin* haha. Our baju LAWAAA ! and YAY, mine's in my favorite colour ! Yesss people, HOT PINK ! X) We're going to wear it in our performance this Sunday. Our first gig ! :D haha. We have this Kenaikan Bedera thing at the Taman. Wish us luck ! I'm also hafal-ing the patriotic song lyrics right now. hee. Oh ! and i'm in the soprano's now. :) was forced to move there so yyeah.

And here's some pictures of us from choir. I am much too lazy again to pick them out, so i'll just upload ALL of the pictures that's in my camera. :) but i might delete some though. lol ;)

Shana, Far, moi, Azy, Eqah & Mai

Eqah said, "Yan, kenapa kau tutup mata?" haha ;P

si Azy cuutee

Saadah ! ( who recently passed her o'level, congrats darling ! :D )

Farah and Eqah poutt :-*

we were waiting for the bus that time

Kaka Nurul and si Eqah lagi

Izyaaann and Eqaaahh ( AGAIN ) awu anak ani vain ;P

Kami vaining in the bus ;D

weeeee ~ apaan

cheers !

us !

i am totally gonna miss these moments ! x(

" EMERGENCY DOOR "

HAHA

Shaaaanaaaa and Maaaai, and that's Nizah's face there :]

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Kami bimbo haha

Haha i don't know why i keep putting on a sad face :D

:]

Eqah messing with my camera

AND here was when we were on our way to the Taman for practice.

on the road ..

And again, just some pictures that were in the camera

eqah sama azy lawaa :]

KKBS, dewan citra. On break from practice.

AND in terms of studies, well, so far so good. Esp. literature, will be my favourite subject this year ^^, and bio too, very interesting. Meanwhile chem and physics were a little bit BOring ! I seriously can't help wanting to go to sleep on every lesson. Don't know wether it's because of the subject or the teacher but SERIOUSLY ! 8-o ! Hehh just looking forward to actual practicals in the afternoon. AND AND A.maths ! was very payah my head'll explode O.O ! urgghh and i'm having seconds thoughts ...

ehh jangan yaan ~ ! x(

*sigh*

Till then,

toodles !

i Fab Y

2009-01-13T22:30:00.002+08:00

Stpri have started practicing for Brunei's 35th national day celebration and us, choir had an audition first. I got in with azy, ( phew ! ) but ~~damnit~~ ! Muna didn't made it out because of her cold ! She has a sore throat and couldn't sing well on the audition ! awww shucks ! D: All this too because of the terrible weather we're having recently ! =____+ It's too DULL ! Especially at night, it's freezing cold ! ( y'know, tesumbat saja hidung ! haa ) and i've been hearing flood news everywhere esp. in the 'inner kampungs' and here in tutong.

yyeah. =/ so anyway, practice was actually FUN ! I was forced to put in the Tenor group but YAY Azy's in it too ! =D At first, i didn't think i could do the voice but with her help, i'm actually pretty good at it. Eqah and her friend, ( or should i say GIRLFRIEND ! HAHAHAH ) Shana were in the soprano's. They're really both pretty good singers ! (; We're having the practice masa ptg with the SOAS boys, from 2 to 5 PM every monday till thursday ! It's rather tiring =___= and the coach told us that MAYBE they're going to extend the practice till 5:30 ! I HOPE NOT ! ohh well. ;) OWH, and the best part ? the catered food supply was (Y) ! XD HAHA. We had mee and chicken fried yesterday and today, they served rice and fish with other couple of yummies. HAHAHA ! LOL.

toodles !

i Fab Y

Baby just say yes !

2009-01-09T16:01:00.008+08:00

So i thought i should change my blog's layout by now since the previous one, Shoes Factory looks so old ;D so tadaa ! Inspired by Taylor Swift's song lyrics, LOVE STORY. I uploaded the song as you can see above. Feel free to stay and listen :)

I had sooo many options like these,

BUT i decided to choose this one and it turns out fabulous ! don't you think so too ? =D

toodles !

iFab Y

2009-01-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

When i forced myself to sign up for the national day choir in the school auditorium today, i thought to myself "i hope i know what i'm getting myself into". haha. Instead of doing a dance performance in the stadium on the upcoming 23rd February, ( because it'll be in the heat of the morning and i'd totally DIE out there ! SERIOUSLY ! I can't stand sweating out in the sun ! LOL, JK ! ) and was repeatedly persuaded by FAUZIAH, ( WHO, may i say made me feel regretful if i didn't sign up. Really, THANKS Fau ! ) i'll be singing choir on stage ! With all the other form 4 students of course. I'm sure the dance practices will be a lot more fun but after all, i DO love singing and being on stage (; And besides, Muna singed up too ! ( YAY ! ) ^^, Eqah and a friend, Azyati too yupp :) - Looking forward for practice with`em ! Wish us luck !

toodles !

iFab Y

I'll be okay.

2009-01-06T17:48:00.005+08:00

Short post before i go to bed ! :D So today was the first day i went to my new classroom AND the first time i officially met my new "classroomies". Haa whatev. I felt awkward in the beginning because i didn't really know anyone there in 4A except for some few girls ~ but it's all good now. So far most of them were really nice to me and i made friends so that's a start. :) I got a seat with this girl, azreena. She looks weird ;) but she's very nice and very very helpful too ! 0=D When i spent time getting to know them all, they remined me of my girls and in a moment i felt really really sad, BUT i hold it and just kept quiet in the corner and read my LITTLE BLACK DRESS. That until break time, where we would meet at the centre of the 'PRINCESS ARENA' and have lunch together. AND todayy, when i DID met up with the girls, suddenly i couldn't hold it and TOTALLY BURST INTO TEARS ! Whatever, it's stupid really, i didn't know i could missed them THAT much ! ='D Even writing this post is making me sickk ! gawwdd now i can't stop crying at all LOL ! I'm getting tears all over my keyboard here haha ! True, i HATED not spending time together with them. x'( If only there was some way. :( Lucky for beybeh and zeyah, they're in 4F together. And Wany's first day in 4D and she was elected to be the class monitor already ! haha WOW I'M SO PROUD OF YOU DAH-LING ! (; YOU TOTALLY DESERVED IT ! CONGRATS ! awww i love you girls so much ! x"(

*updated

toodles !

iFab Y

Breathe (8)

2009-01-06T14:09:00.006+08:00

Now Playing :

Breathe - Taylor Swift

After hearing a couple of songs of hers, i thought i'd download her recent ( 2nd ) album, Fearless and most of them were actually pretty good ! ;) Especially this song, the background/backup vocal was actually sung by Colbie Cailat. They wrote the song together.

ANDD oooooohhhhh ! Demi's second music video is out ! Wow, better than the first one. ^^, La la land is one of my favorite song from her album. She's really amazing in this video. Watch :

La La Land by Demi Lovato !

2009-01-05T14:14:00.005+08:00

GREAT NEWS !! XD

I don't know if this is such a big deal but ... We started school today and we had the MA4 orientation ANDD I was put in form 4A ! 4A ! "Pure Science" class ! YAY ! Now i DO get to study biology and chemistry. AND PHYSICS TOO ! haa ~ I know, i can get very geeky at times ;P I don't know why i was so nervous in the first place. (; I mean, i knew i'd do it. ;D I was so happy, i couldn't stop bragging about it to people ! HAHA. BUT .. i sure am gonna miss the girls ! =( BADLY ! X( I wanted to be in the same class with my friend, Muna or should i say 'Hajah Muna' haha but she's in 4C ! OR with Wany, but she's in 4D ! :/ And if i am going to be in that class, i TOTALLY have to work extremely more hard ! Oh well, i'll try to cope with that. =____+ And i'm not alone, there ARE a couple of girls i know in that class, guess i'll just have to hang out with them. :) Wish me luck !

toodles !

iFab Y

2009-01-02T13:43:00.003+08:00

huhh, tags tags !

Ady tagged me on this one.

RULES

1. Do the “Letter MEME”.
2. Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
2. Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry. How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog):

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realized it when/on __2__3__ and I saw you__4__5__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__. Love, (your name).

P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you)

Dear Hadi,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but Your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it When I quoted Santa In your camping car and Drive out on My avocado plant. I'm sure you're Frostbitten enough to understand That Santa doesn’t exist. I'm returning How awful i've felt to you, but I'll keep Your suicide note ( HAHAHA ) as a memory. You should also know that I Always thought of Our friendship In pain. Love, iyan.

P/S: You’re so lifeless,French Kisser, Ady. ( OMG ! HAHAHAHA ! Funny :P )

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting*
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa*
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car*
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out*

5. What’s the colour of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant*
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten*
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist*
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful i've felt*
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note*
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal
W/X - David’s tricot
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of*
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship*
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain*
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – French Kisser*
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – Horny Wolf
Snooker – Tiny nipples
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb bitch
Other – Burn yourself

ANDD this one was tagged by Yana.

1. do you think you're hot?
- I don't know, sometimes ;p

2. upload your favorite picture of you?
I guess i'd pick between these three but i can't decide which ;)

3. why do you like that picture?
- I don't know, they look cute & fabulous ;D

4. when was the last time you ate pizza?
- haha just last night ! Pepperoni !

5. the last song you listened to?
- Well, i'm currently listening. to Taylor Swift's Fearless Album. :)

6. what are you doing besides this?
- As i said, i'm currently listening to my itunes.

7. what name would you like besides you?
- Well, i've always like the name Elle or Elli. haha

8. people I tag (maximum 4)
i. Ady.
ii. Mims !
iii.Nonie
iv. and.. Fatihah :)

( p.s/ you'll also have to do the other tag above ! :P )

9. who is your number i?
- my best guy-friend (;

10. number 3 is having relationship with?
- i can't remember. I think it was this Afiq guy .. or did they broke up already ? I forgot !

11. how about number 4?
- I think she's single now. r u still with Nick, Fat ? haa idk, she never tell me things now.

12. who is number 2?
- ohh she's a friend of mine :)

toodles !

iFab Y

2009-01-02T12:34:00.038+08:00

Goodbye 2008, hello 2009 ! =D Gosh, a whole new yaer again. I'm sure gonna miss the memonts i spent. This year have been so emotional and definitely lots of changes. Again, happy new year everyone ! :D Anyway so i thought i'd post some pictures for the past couple months i've took.

23rd November 2008

These were at my cousin's place. I took pictures of Sarah at the small castle bouncer, she was so cuuteee ;D

25th November 2008 ,

These were the time when we stayed in that hotel in Gadong centrepoint with Nurul.

hahaha

=P

latenite snack ;D

3rd December 2008

And this was when we had dinner with Netty at WYWY Restaurant

Wazien ! :D

Sis Nurai and her husband

12th December 2008

These were taken at the airport when we arrived back from KL to Brunei.

cuuuteee x)

20th December 2008

Nurai treated us ( daddy, motherr, my brother zimin, and I ) to stay for a night at Rizqun Hotel on her birthday. Shukri treated us dinner at the Rizqun CoffeeShop that night too. Yes they have the same birthday.

MOI !

Happy birthday to you ~ :D

After dinner, i forced Shukri and Netty to go up to our rooms. hehe. Then we went vaining in Nurai's other side of the room with Netty's SLR !

Yeapp he's soo tall.

HAHA ! I look seriously lame ! whatev. :P

hahaha =D

WUUHUU ! xD

Netty !

Wazien ! with his Wall-E doll. hehe =D

ANDD here we are on our side of the room. owh ! Afiq bought a new Nintendo Wii ;)

hehe =P he's own little swimming pool.

HAHA idk ;p

*updated

toodles !

iFab Y

2008-12-31T22:13:00.005+08:00

Everyone, have a ..

2008-12-24T00:24:00.005+08:00

Now Playing :

Last Christmas - Ashley Tisdale

NOT that i'm celebrating christmas or anything. but with the holida ys sspirit and all, i think it's a good time to upload this kind of song right ? This one was from Ashley's single christmas album last year (2007) I like listening to this song. It's so soothing ~ SO better than the original.

Well anyway, Merry Christmas to all the non-muslims out there ! And happy holidays ! =)

toodles !

iFab Y

2008-12-13T19:53:00.003+08:00

EHMAGAAWD ! THE RESULTS ARE OUT ! XO

MY MARKS ! ("~)
can't see? CLICK IT to get a better view.

.. and a total of 1 distinction and 7 credits. Well, it's not fabu but it's not THAT bad right, for ME ? =/ Thank god it wasn't like that dream i had, remember ? ( review my prev. posts for this ) And daddy says " Ok jua tu ! " I'm happy he's not dissapointed though ! :) Actually, the MoE messaged me. I couldn't BARE to look at it first so i asked my dad to.

I'm SO surprised i got '3' for my maths. whoa. That is good news for me. :) but '4' for science ? hehh not so much ~ =___=" I hate to say i cried for that. There goes my chance of learning biology and chemistry. =( My science and former class teacher was dissapointed when i told her. =/ I thought i could do better. MUCH better ! But hehh you know, what's done is done. salah sendiri jua ~ hehh.

toodles !

iFab Y

2008-12-11T09:13:00.033+08:00

It's 5:48 a.m right now here in KL. I woke up early and thought i'd update for the second and third day here ( which was YESTERDAY ) Sorry i didn't update sooner ! I was so exhausted from the shopping and walking we did so i went straight to bed the last two nights. =/ It is so boring that we have to go back home today ! Double =/ !

The third day was not any different from the second day. We just went shopping all day long and stuff

I woke up at 9 in the morning and we had a buffet breakfast ( complimentary ! haha. :P ) at the same restaurant last night, 'Taman Sari Brasserie'. I liked the ham and cheese omelette with beef bacon. :) delicious ! We had the same brekafast here on the third day too.

Then we began our SHOPPING at a mega mall, Pavilion KL. We walked there, since our hotel were not too far away from it.

I browsed in most of the stores there. I shopped at Roxy, Topshop, Miss Whatever, Club Monaco, Dorothy Perkins, Converse and lots more ~ ( OWH ! and i saw Brunei's Puteri Rashidah with all the other royalty kids when i shopped in the Girls store ! :D )

But most of the shopping i did was in FOREVER 21 ! YAY ! Finally, i just loveee being there ! They have so many clothes there. You can just pick up anything from vintage to couture and just mix it up ! =D hehe. That's what i love about the store ! Of course, LOTS of other stores do this but here, you can find fine clothes under $90 ! HAA ~

SO, after about hours of picking out clothes. I finally spent about $600 on four outfits i put together. I found this really vintage red coat, 'Heritage 1981' and i loved it ! AND ! SKINNY DRAIN PIPE JEANS ! LAST ONE IN MY SIZE ! hehe X) Too bad there was this REALLY GORGEOUS black high cut sneakers but they didn't have it in my size. The last pair was too big and wide ! AND it was only $132 after discount ! =(

I took this picture of one of the outfit when we went back to our hotel. This is the coat i wrote about. I wore it with the yellow tee underneath.

But on the third day, when we went to Suria KLCC, i went into this shoe store called 'PRIMAvera', and i found this cute suede black round-toe flats. I bought it for only $120 ! After discount too. It was a good thing there's a 'Malaysia Savings Sale' going on in KL right now. I think i'm going to wear it to school next year ! :D ( Speaking of school, there's no sign of the pmb results yet and it's already friday 'ms o scared ! =i/ )

On the third day, we were very lucky. Well, sort of ~ After the breakfast we had, we've done some shopping around the block near to our hotel. When we came back in the afternoon, suddenly there were some PROBLEMS with our hotel room's door and we couldn't open the lock ! While they were fixing it, the 'room manager' made us wait in the lounge called the 'Songket Lounge' and gave us free drinks. I tried the 'Istana Fruit Punch' and i had it three times because it was so good. I wished i could've take pictures but the canon was IN our room. =/

While they were still fixing the door, the room manager booked us a new bedroom but this time it was a more deluxe room with the same amount. Soo ~ one thing lead to another. The door was fixed and they sent our things back to our new room.

The view's was supposed to be better ;D

Owh, and another thing, i got a NEW CANON ! x) It's called 'Power Shot E1'.

When we were waiting at that lounge. I brought along my new SEVENTEEN Malaysia's edition magazine that i bought earlier and i saw it's ad. AND i just thought it was very cute and a little less expensive so daddy bought it for me that night at Starhill Gallery. The colour's cotton pink. The others were vanilla white and aqua blue. I know it's not hot pink but i still think it's cute.

Here was the ad. =D

STARHILL GALLERY MALL.

Also, when we went there that night ~

guess what i bought again ?
ballerina flats ! =D I took this picture when we went back to the hotel.

By SAM EDELMAN ! On sale ! And it only cost me $95 ! hehe. Ohhh i just loveee his flats ! ;D They were all so GOERGEOUS but i picked this black one. I think i'm going to wear it to school too. :D

*originally started on 12/12 and finished by today. =p

*updated

toodles !

iFab Y

First day in KL/S'PORE.

2008-12-09T22:41:00.011+08:00

Hellooooooooo ! ;D

YAY thanks to the internet connection in our hotel room, i can go online and update my blog ! =D

YEAPP, I'M IN KUALA LUMPUR RIGHT NOW ! x)

Well, first day was ... tired, tired, TIRED ! ;)

We went to the airport early at 5:30 a.m for the check-in. And took off at 8. Ouhh Sarah was chasing after me and she was all screaming and crying when we came in D= kesian ~ hee.

SO we arrived at Singapore's Changi Airport at 10 for the transit. There were a couple of hours left before the check-in to KL so we decided to go out. by my demand, to Orchard Road ! ( WHICH is one of my fav place in the world ) =D haha.

We took the MRT.

Ohh it has been a while, i miss SINGAPORE !

I promised myself not to purchase anything here.Not until we get to KL but ~ i couldn't help it ! This slip-ons were so cute ! :D haa.

Then we went back to Changi Airport for the check-in at 3 p.m. I hated to leave Singapore but just at least being there was fine enough. :)

mother !

We took off to KL at 5 p.m and landed at 6. was tired ~ two flights in one day !

And now, here i am with my lappy at HOTEL ISTANA ! :) We just had a dinner buffet at the their restaurant called ' Taman Sari Basserie ' and it was so divine ! They served many kinds of dishes. I liked the prawn tomyam soup, the kambing hehe, the mushroom cream pasta with bacon, the chocolate mousse tiramisu and best of all ! SUSHI ! Ohhh i can't believe they have the raw tuna fish ! I love raw tuna ! I could never find this in Brunei. Just the tuna in tin can. haa. But not that. This was really raw. I bet it was so expensive, but i LOVED it ! I wanted to take pictures but the canon's battery was low so i had to recharge them while we ate. So yea ~

OHH I AM SO VERY TIRED MAN ~ I think i better hit the sack. ;D I'll update some for tomorrow. Second day in KL ! haha. Good night !

toodles !

iFAB Y

2008-12-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving Brunei tomorrow ! :D hehe. The flight was SUPPOSED to be today like i posted before .. BUT ~ there were some problems with our tickets so we now leave tomorrow at 8. but also, we're only be going for ONLY 4 days because daddy has to go back to work this Saturday. =/ so yea ~ I'm so excited tonight ! x) I just finished packing up and everything. Ohh i don't think i can get to sleep tonight. haha. Well, i better get to sleep anyway, gotta wake up at 5 am tomorrow ! =___+ GOOD NIGHT AND ...

KL HERE I COME !

toodles !

iFab Y

2008-12-03T20:18:00.003+08:00

Upload a picture when you were still a baby.

Tagged by Fatyn.

I had a hard time searching for this baby picture because all i got was my childhood photos :D But i found this cute one and i actually took this picture by the canon. =P That's why it's not so clear. haha.

2008-12-03T13:24:00.018+08:00

"The rules are simple. Use Google Images to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer." No cheating ! After that tag at least 7 people to do the same. I was tagged by Netty ! :D This one is so fun. haha.

THE AGE OF MY NEXT BIRTHDAY

A PLACE I'D LIKE TO TRAVEL TO

A FAVOURITE THING
shoes, shoes and MORE SHOES !

FAVOURITE FOOD
pepperoni ! my fav ! x)

FAVOURITE COLOUR(s)
HOT PINK !

A CITY I LIVE IN

THE CITY I WAS BORN IN

A NICKNAME I HAD

COLLEGE MAJOR
not in college yet =___="

NAME OF MY LOVE
errr .. =D I don't know about that yet but i do have my other 'LOVE' called :

LOL ! naahh ~ just kidding. =D

A BAD HABIT

as in staying up late =/

A HOBBY

WISHLISTS
iPhone 3G !

Those sneaker heels are so hot !

can't wait for twilight !

There are a couple more things but i think 3 is enough right ?

SO there you go :) And now .. hmm .. let's see .. i'm gonna tag ANYONE in my links, WHO wants to do this. (; Anyone ! hehe.

toodles !

iFab Y

2008-12-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

IT'S OFFICIAL ! I'M NOT GOING TO KK ! D= sad ? nope. ( Well actually, a little because then i don't get to visit ' ONE BORNEO ' WHICH is the most LARGEST MALL IN BORNEO ! and you know me, i would DIE TO GO THERE ! ) But yea, nope. why ? BECAUSE I'M GOING TO KUALA LUMPUR INSTEAD ! Well actually, first we have to go to Singapore for a transit because the flight tickets to KL from Brunei were overbooked. But yea whatever ! It's KL BABY ! WUUUUHUUUUMAANNN ! HAHAHAHA XD sorry i'm just super excited when it comes to travelling ! hehe. Our flight is next week on Monday. ( i think ) OHH I BETTER START PACKING ! x) Next week is also the possibly PMB results release date, i've been told by my teacher. I've registered to that " PMB VIA SMS " thingy. I wonder if their sms service works through all the way to KL ? =D Oh well. haa. ANYWAY ! OOOHHH I AM SO FRICKIN EXCITED ABOUT THIS ! XD Of course, the BEST part of all, SHOPPING ! X) With the 'Malaysia Savings Sale' on right now, i'm TOTALLY gonna shop till i drop ! Not to mention some of my favorites stores ( that don't exists in Brunei somehow =___=" ) Topshop, Urban Outfitters and of course, FOREVER 21 is there ! XD Love 'em ! hehe. (; What could get any better than this ? ;)

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toodles !

iFab Y

2008-12-01T20:08:00.001+08:00

Sorry i haven't post much in a very looooong time but i'm just too lazy recently. =___+ Nothing much really. Just hanging out and stuff ~ Anyway, gosh, it's the first of december already ! Really, i feel like this year have gone by so fast ! And ooohhhh the PMB results are definitely coming out soon ! D: I'm so nervous ! I dreamed about it the other night. I remember that i was in school with all the other girls. My marks was like 4, 4, 4, 5, 5, 5 and so on. All the other girls got distinction and they were all laughing and pointing down at me ! And my teacher was there too who kept saying "cuai, cuai, cuai" at me. Ugh, it was horrible ! :( Then i kept having the same bad dream ALMOST every night ! But i don't really care about it though. I mean, it's just a dream right ? ( hope so ! ) x( I really need to get distinction ! ;) Oohh yea ! My brother, Shukri came home to Brunei today. And he's coming BACK FOR GOOD ! YAY ! Congrats Brother ! You did it ! hehe :D Netty didn't know about this because Shukri wanted to surprise her ! hehe aww sweet eh ! So we had a lunch buffet at the rbc restaurant. Then Shukri told Netty's sister to bring her there. She saw our table and when she came closer and saw Shukri, she screamed ! It was funny though. haha. AND guess what Shukri brought home for me ? It's the fedora i wanted so bad ! ooohhh ! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ! XD I was tired searching for it myself so i asked him to and I LOVE IT ! I'll take a picture of it and post it here later. :) And Ady of course. Well .. it didn't work out between us so we just remain as friends that's all. But it's not him, i was the one who wanted to stay that way. I don't know, i guess i just didn't feel the chemistry. If you know what i mean. ;) Owh, and i finally decided to show him my blog the other day. hehe. He said he was surprised and malu i mentioned his names all the time and about the first date. hehe. AND it turns out that he has one too ! I mean a blog ! =D I already added up his link. Okay so i better stop now before this post gets too long and nobody wants to read it ! haha lol. (;

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toodles !

iFab Y

Acha's sweet sixteen !

2008-11-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TO ACHHA !! :D
To Achha, ( if you're reading this )
I know we had our differences, but i love you anyway :] Sistah ! hehe. Jangan gauk-gauk, you're older than me ! ;D haa ~ Have a blast anyway and may Allah bless you always !

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toodles !

iFab e

2008-11-18T09:23:00.008+08:00

Good Morning ! :D

So i guess i have to do this. I was tagged by Netty , Fatin Z and Mizah. =) I was supposed to do this earlier before but i just never got around to do it.

1- Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2- Don't change your clothes, dont fix your hair. just take a picture.
3- Post that picture with NO editing.
4- Post these instruction with your picture.
5- Tag at least five people to do this

So here's mine ! Yes, i was eating that cupcake. =D for breakfast. haha. And yes i was in my PJs ! And still is. ;D

Almost everyone's probably have done this already but i gotta tag someone anyway sooo it's Nonie, Sui, Fatyn and ... Ayeen !

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toodles !

iFab Y

2008-11-17T16:01:00.012+08:00

I baked some brownies today .. well, at least i tried to ;) haa ~ Since i was so jobless, so yyea. But it's not like i did any good on this too. ;P pfftt. haha. So anyway, i used the Betty Crocker's Brownie Mix. I made two because Nurul came to my house and helped a little. It turned um .. let's just say the second one did not turned out better than the first one =___+ And it totally did not look brownie-ish ! It looks more like overcooked chocolate cakes ;) haa ~ But they said it was yummy though ! To me, it was okay ~ i'm not big in cakes. I'm more of a coffee bean girl ! Haa ! =D

While waiting for both cakes to bake, me and Nurul ( AND the two nephews ) took pictures in the kitchen with my lappy's web cam :D I edited some of it. If i'd post all of the pics, it would be about 50+ so yyea.

*updated

toodles !

iFab Y

2008-11-16T17:06:00.002+08:00

I am currently watching this new Powerpuff girls cartoon on cartoon network called 'Powerpuff Girls Z'. awww so much cuter than than the original one (; hehe.

So anyway ~ Sunday, nothing much today. Just the usual routine. Sunday Shopping ! ^^, Oh, and i'm also back to my usual friday and sunday morning jogging with daddy and mother at Tasek Lama since the PMB is finally over. :D So this early morning, i woke up exactly at 6:30 to get ready and so on ~ After pretty much about 3 rounds around the track and running up and down the hill, we had breakfast at Taurean Cafe. They have a breakfast special there. :) After we finished our breakfast, daddy and mother went to that place somewhere at Gadong where people have the 'Pasar Malam' at night and sells flowers and such in the morning. :D yyea. My parents are really big in flowers and gardening and such. If you'd see our home, there would be lots of beautiful flowers in pots and vases pretty much all over the place. yyea =) Anyway, after they finished browsing some , i asked daddy to stop by at the mall since it was already 10 o'clock becuase i needed to go to the Best Eastern bookshop to get the new SEVENTEEN magazine for this month before they or any other bookstores sold out. Which is my all time favorite magazine and i don't wanna miss a single month or so. ^^, ooohh ~ i didn't know Ashley was the cover girl this time. =D hehe. ummm ~ Okay, i think that's about it. And now i am signing off to take a nap because i'm like so totally tired. ;] I just wanted to post a little update for this morning anyway. Till then.

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toodles !

iFab Y

A teenage vacation prayer

2008-11-15T22:34:00.004+08:00

I met with a couple of friends at school today =D Ohh i miss them ! When i saw Zeyah, Myzah and Achha, i hugged them all ! :] Too bad beybeh and Fatihah couldn't make it ! D: I missed them the most ! :] But things went bad when we were about to enjoy a karaoke at the arcade and suddenly this girl named ~~ewan~~ just opened the karaoke box's door and started picking a fight with Zeyah because this girl hates her =___+ Then this girl started shouting and it was so embarassing ! We just had to stepped out of the arcade but she FOLLOWED us and Zeyah JUST HAD to say sorry but she faked it because duh, we just wanted to hang out and have fun today =___+ grrr i hate her ! ); She didn't just embarassed ME in front of people, but she ruined Zeyah's sister's life ! hehh whatev.

Anyway, the PSR results were out today and that means there's only about TWO WEEKS for the PMB RESULTS to come out x( Usually before December holidays, at least that's what i heard from people. Ohh i am so nervous ! and afraid of what my marks will turn out :[

Speaking of december holidays. I overheard daddy, mother and my brother's conversation talking about it the other night when we had dinner. My brother was asking if we were going somewhere. I thought we were going to KK but then i heard them saying about KL AND SINGAPORE ! x) ohh did i mention i'm just devoted to Singapore ? HAHA. I love my country but i just feel like i belong there ! Really ! especially in Orchard Road, they call it the "shopping paradise" hehe. Last month, my sister told me that she and her husband and of course my niece their daughter, Sarah :D are going there this December and i was SO JEALOUS ! And it's going to be Sarah's first time travelling on an aeroplane. But for us, MAYBE if my dad have cuti because he doesn't know yet. OHH i prayed so hard that he gets it. ( AMIN ! ). x( Besides, he just got elected to be a director ! the man needs his vacation man ! haa okaaaaayyyy ~ =____="

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toodles !

iFab Y

The Middle (8)

2008-11-15T22:10:00.007+08:00

Now Playing :

The Middle - by Demi Lovato ( also from her first album, Don't Forget )

" You're the kinda guy that makes me want to
follow through to you "

toodles !

iFab Y

Recall the first date.

2008-11-15T09:35:00.007+08:00

As i promised in the last post .. wait ! that's the second last post ! :D yyea i am going to write all about the date. Well, not ALL details of course ;P

So it started in the morning, and well ~ ~ i was pretty excited. ;) I told Rai about it and she was excited too :D It was good chatting with her like that like the old times :) That early morning i went jogging as usual. Back home at 10, i took a quick nap. Mother woked me up and i had a shower again. Then it took so long to choose the perfect outfit for the date. I decided to wear my blue dress top with the big sized black belt. Heels, of course ! (; I put on my hair moisturizer and mousse and put on a simple make up as in a dab of pink blusher, masacara, brownish eyeshadow and my favorite, lipgloss ! x) hehe.

Okaayyy ~ before this post gets too long. So he insisted on picking me up at 2-ish after jumaat's prayer. :) ( ps. he has a DRIVER. He dosn't drive yet f.y.i ) haa ;) Mother and daddy was okay with. i know ! They're the best ! x) Although daddy did talk with Ady about the curfew. as in 'be back by ten' ~ (;

The ~~darn~~ thing was that i left the house without my canon ! ;( I did took pictures with that $99 b-mobile phone that i'm temporary using now ( blech ) but it's not like they have the wire to connect it to the computer and such. =____+ But eventhough, i had an amazing time. ^^, We decided to go to gadong, hehh where else ? ;D haa. Omg and on the way there, his indian driver was so funny ! Especially when he sang this english song, i forgot. haha ! So this is where Ady gets all his jokes. ;D So fisrt things first. We just went for a walk around the mall and we booked tickets for the new James Bond movie. We had dinner then at swensens restaurant. :) The movie started at about eight, i think. It was good. Better than the previous James Bond's. After the movie ended, Ady sent me back home. :) I walked to the door and waved him goodbye as he drove back to the road. Ahhhh ~ x) As i said, i had an amazing time and Ady was such a gentlement x) haha. I've never met a guy like him for such a long time. Good thing Nabel introduced us both. That night we talked for hours on the phone. ^^,

*updated

toodles !

iFab Y

Tonight you took my breathe away.

2008-11-14T20:38:00.004+08:00

I'm back from my first date with Ady x) And i am ridiculously happy right now ! x) Anyway, i'm totally tired from the date so i'm gonna post all about it tomorrow. I promise ! x) Besides, he's gonna call me tonight x) AND i just wrote x) so many times. x)

*sigh*

toodles !

iFab Y

PhotoScaping

2008-11-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

Here's pictures of ME, Wazien and Afiq i edited with PhotoScape. It's mostly of Wazien. He's such a cute model ! I made him put on my black scarf, hat and my beanie. Adorable eh ? hehe. Owh ! and i also made him put on my vest just now and edited it again too. The vest was kinda long on his shoulder but i stiched it a little on the back and made it look sexy :D

:) :P :*

These two are kinda small and long so just click it to get a better view :)

Mmmwwaaahhhh ! x) because he's cute !

I taught Afiq how to do the edits and this last one is simply his work :D I just add the hearts and the words (;

toodles !

iFab Y

Wake Up Brunei !

2008-11-12T18:10:00.012+08:00

Morning ! Them people who are sleeping over at my house last night are still snoring at their tilams right now. haha ! ;D It seemed that i went to bed early last night. And Ady just miss called me this early morning x) Anyway, since i can't go back to sleep now i thought i'd watch Hannah Montana first episode of season 3 that i downloaded earlier yesterday and do a post at the same time ;)

Soo ~ Though i'm not a big fan of Miley Cyrus but i just LOVEEE her current hair right now ! I just love the colour and everything :) Here ! This picture is just a candid one but still, it's so pretty ! x)

Recently she have just done filming the Walt Disney Pictures' BOLT as the voice of 'Penny'. with John Travolta as the voice of THE cutee dashing dog, 'Bolt'. hee ^^, Here's a music video from the movie i'd like to show. That is, "I thought i lost you" by Miley And Travolta themself :)

That's all. Thanks for reading ! :] hehe i never get to say this before ;D

toodles !

iFab Y

A little slumber party

2008-11-11T21:46:00.005+08:00

Yana and Nurul are sleeping over at my house today =) Nurul is there on the phone, MY CELLPHONE with her friend. Yana is on friendster with the other laptop and here i am, on the bed updating my blog, with my lappy. :) Owh, and Fatin was here too. We had dinner. We wanted to order pizzas but mother insisted we enjoy her usual homemade cooking. ;) haa. But as usual,it was yummy of course ! Nasi Lemak with daging masak kicap and telur masin ! ^^, Then we painted our nails and watched dvds and everything. I did a french manicure on Yana's :D And i asked Yana where she edited her pictures And she asked me to download this program called PhotoScape. So this is where the people are editing their picture this days ! haha (; i did some editing on my pictures, it's so fabu ! :D Just look at this one i did. hehe =)

Ady didn't go online nor messaged me today :( Our date is on friday btw ^^, since i have plans on Saturday. But i can't wait .. x) I haven't mentioned about this to Nurul though. I'm just not ready and all. yyea hehhs maybe it's just me =___+ She barely even checks my blog anyway. And besides, i don't wanna disturb her because she also have this dilema of her own right now. =/ so yyea ~ :)

toodles !

iFab Y

Should i ?

2008-11-10T22:11:00.011+08:00

Remember Adi ? The guy i met ? Or should i say Hadi ? :D It turns out his full name was Awgku Muhd Hadi something. I forgot. The guy i met last week. Check out my last post for this. yyea, we're friends now :) We've been chatting and texting since then. I was web-cam-ing with him the other day and we chatted till midnight x) haha. Good thing Nabel introduced me to him. He's such a nice guy. He "gave" me a new nick name, izzy xD and he has been calling me by that name =D haha. seriously. Of course, his sense of humour dosn't seem to stop ;D but he can be serious at times ..

Then last night, when we were chatting, he suddenly asked me to go out with him ! XO But i do not like like him like that. You know what i mean ~ He said he liked me too and that he wanna take me out as in a DATE ! At first i wasn't ready despite my history love life ( ouch ! hehh why do i have to remind that ? ) =____+ So since i don't want to remind about that AND i want to forget about that too ( sorry if my words are just too confusing =s ) then i figure i'd give it a try so i said YES x)

toodles !

iFab Y

Memoirs.

2008-11-10T20:56:00.002+08:00

Mocha ice blended minus the ice cream =D

It's been a fabu holiday for the last few weeks ! ^^, Now that i'm free from school, i got the ultimate free time to hang out with the guys a lot and continue my readings. Currently i'm reading from the Little Black Dress's "Smart Vs. Pretty". I think it's the best one i've read. yet. :D AND OF COURSE, more shopping spree ! x) I'm still searching for that fedora hat btw. =____= Ohh i wish there were Forever 21 or Urban Outfitters store in Brunei ! Nyehh ~ But despite all that fun-ness :D i do miss spending time with the girls at school :') Although i am going to meet them this saturday. Looking forward to, i miss them so x(

*updated toodles !

iFab Y

Ouch .. my feet hurts !

2008-11-09T22:21:00.009+08:00

Heya (;

So it's Nonie's time to turn fifteen today ! :D She invited me to her little "birthday party hang-outs" at the Mall today. and haha she made that up. ;) I arrived early at 11. I met Nonie and her friend, Sui for 'breakfast' at West Street. Then we waited for her other friends, Nazmi, Zattee and her sister izyan x) , Zimah, Ain and the others. We went around the block in gadong to this salon called "Erlin" or "Erylin" or something ~ I forgot. Nonie had her hair done. We went back to the mall and suprised her with a cake at West Street. She was soo embarassed, her face turned pink. Haha ;D Too bad i didn't get the chance to enjoy the cake because i had to go home early ;( But i had a great time though ^^,

toodles !

iFab Y

Nonie's Brthday!

2008-11-09T08:20:00.003+08:00

e HAPPY 15th Birthday to Afini ! e

Or also known as Nonie bitch ! Don't worry, she always writes that as her nickname. haha ;) i love her :)

Yay For TinkerBell !

2008-11-08T22:08:00.008+08:00

So i changed my music player to 'fly your heart' by Selena Gomez on the soundtrack of TinkerBell movie ^^, The song sounds funny at the begining but i like it. I don't know if the dvd for the movie is already out in Brunei but if it is, go watch it ! It's so cute ! ;D i already watched it online hehe you know me ~ The movie is all about TinkerBell's begining. I remember when i used to loveee TinkerBell when i was a little girl. I fell in love with the movie, Peter Pan the minute i saw TinkerBell. ^^, hehe. I'd have TinkerBell's wrapping paper for all my Primary class textbooks and TinkerBell stickers on all over my wardrobe's door. haha. AND i used to have this TinkerBell doll my father gave me for my 7th birthday when he went to Japan but i lost it somewhere :( i remember i searched for it last year but i couldn't find it so i asked my brother, Shukri ( who was in UK ) to buy me a new one just for fun (; Ohh ohhh ! AND i SO remember when we went for a vacation to Kota Kinabalu and i found this TinkerBell's costume. I wanted it so bad but my parents wouldn't let me have it. I frowned all day long until we got to the hotel and to the swimming pool where i got over the whole thing. haha. ;)

Anyway, here's the music video for the fly to your heart song. Selena's amazing in this video :)

Here's two other videos i like to show :)

Jonas Brothers Official Lovebug's music video ! XD I think it's the best JB music video they ever made next to Burnin' Up. (;

andd PARIS FOR PRESIDENT lol.

"Makeover Lady Liberty in Donna, Tommy & Calvin Klein" HAHAHA. I wonder how that would look.

toodles Y

Fly to your heart (8)

2008-11-08T21:58:00.004+08:00

Now Playing :

Fly To Your Heart - by Selena Gomez ( from the Tinkerbell movie ost )

2008-11-07T00:33:00.004+08:00

Attention bloggers ! (; I am searching for this fedora kind of hat with the same colour and style as the pic above or just the same colour. I need it because it'd goes great with my new outfit i just bought today :) Do tell or text me online or tag me or whatever if you know where to find one. Please and Thank you ! (;

* updated toodles Y

2008-11-06T18:00:00.003+08:00

I am currently watching The Invasion :D

The family went to the cousins. I stayed at home because i was too tired. =____+ I wanted to, but then Nurul didn't come along too so yea hehe. Anyhuu, i was planning to rest and read my new little black dress book at home all day today but then i got seriously bored so i decided to go .. shopping ! ^^, Mother came home from work at 12. Afterwards we went to Giant for lunch and went to the bank. THEN we went to gadong. As usual, i shopped till i dropped. (; I managed to get new shoes despite my last purchase ^^, It's easier with mother than daddy. HAHAHA. I can't help it. I'm just born to shop ! ;) Aren't all girls do ? haa. ( well, not all of course. ) Mother bought this very vintage very chic white gold bracelet. I wanted one but i already bought the shoes, she wouldnt let me =___= hehhs. but then i can always borrow it from her hehe (; Ahhhhh ~ so now here i am with my lappy in front of the TV eating crab sticks. :D

toodles Y

2008-11-05T22:19:00.005+08:00

"My head hurts" =___+

Really. Probably just a minor headache. Anyway, i had a really long day ~ I ate some panadols and took a quick nap just now. This morning, i had to wake up early to go to school and i only had about 4 hours of sleep so yea it was totally tiring. I keep having trouble sleeping this past few days. hehh i don't know why. So i went to school because i had something to do. Fatihah, Muna, Mizah and Mea also came. We hung out at school until mother picked me up at 10 and went straight to Nabel's house because i promised i'd accompany her to the mall for her date with her boyfriend ! tsk tsk i know ~ haa. ;P

I changed from my school uniform to my tee and pants. Her driver took us to gadong afterwards. Nabel brought along her friend, Adi to keep ME company if i got bored on her date. haha ;) I forgot his real name but Nabel call him Adi. He's nice though. hehe. and cute. (; We ate lunch at Cheez Box while waiting for her boyfriend. Then he came and they had their date ~ bla bla ~ I was with Adi at the UNI arcade. I challenged him to that Mario race car game but HE won this time. haha. Then we played the ddr. He's good, ALMOST beat my score ! haha. He even taught me how to play the drums. AND he keeps making all this jokes and i couldn't stop laughing. haha. Mother picked me up by 3:30. I didn't have a chance to say goodbye to Nabel :( I had a great time with Adi though. Think he's single ? x) HAHA just kidding ;)

toodles Y

High School Musical 3 : Senior Year Soundtrack

2008-11-02T18:35:00.006+08:00

High School Musical 3 : Senior Year Original Soundtrack

* REQUESTED *

which was released on the 21st October 2008. That's when i finally got all the songs. So here are the tracklisting. Feel free to download it by clicking the song name below.

1. Now or Never - by the cast of high school musical 3

2. Right Here, Right Now - by Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens

3. I Want It All - by ASHLEY TISDALE and Lucas Grabeel

4. Can I Have This Dance? - by Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens

5. Just Wanna Be With You - by Zac Efron, Vanessa Hudgens, Lucas Grabeel and Olesya Rulin

6. A Night To Remember - by the cast of high school musical 3

7. Boys Are Back - by Zac Efron and Corbin Bleu

8. Walk Away - by Vanessa Hudgens

9. Scream - by Zac Efron

10. Senior Year Spring Musical Medley - by the cast of high school musical 3

11. We're All In This Together ( Senior Year Version ) - by the cast of high school musical 3

12. High Shool Musical - by the cast of high school musical 3

13. Just Getting Started - by Stan Carrizosa ( winner of high school musical : get in the picture )

14. Last Chance - by the cast of high school musical 3

owh, and lastly, the download link for Demi Lovato's two worlds collide you can click here .

Shopped till i dropped

2008-11-01T21:47:00.001+08:00

Hi again ;) back from gadong with Nonie. So as i mentioned on the last post, i picked her up at her house at 2. We ate lunch at McD's. Nonie was on a diet HAHAH. Then we went to the UNI arcade at the mall. She forced and challanged me to the umm ... mario race-car-game thingy at the arcade. haa i dunno whats it called and i've never played it before till now but i won ! yay me ! haha. I beat her by winning 1st place 3 times. :P She gave up afterwards we did what we were meant to come to the mall for, SHOPPING ! ^^, I forced Nonie to try iora. We both tried on about 10 outfits in the fitting room. Good thing i brought along my privilege card :] hehe. Nonie end up choosing one cute top andd of course, i bought a couple of fabulous outfits. ;) We bought matching bracelets at EGO acessories. :) After hours of shopping, we went home around 7. Daddy picked us up and we sent Nonie back to her house. AND now i'm super tired. My feet's sore of running around in heels. Good thing tomorrow's Sunday ~

I wish i could've took pictures with Nonie but i left my canon at home. ohh did i mentioned my nokia's not working since raya. yyeaa, i've been using the ~~darn~~ $99 b-mobile phone =____= blech ! no offense, but ... err ANYWAY, so i'm "waiting" for daddy to buy me the iPhone 3G. I've been dropping hints on him though ahaha but he knows that i want it. hehhs ;/ but soon i'll have it on my hand, i got my ways ;)( mark my words ) HAHAHA. SO yea, i've been using the canon digital cam to take pictures eversince. It's working really great btw, just look at this cute picture of wazien i took the other day ^^, He's turning 3 tomorrow :)

*updated toodles Y

Friends who've been there all along

2008-11-01T13:49:00.001+08:00

Ohh wow! i cant believe it's November already! i feel like this year have gone by so fast. :D And i just want to say hi :) Anyway, so i went to school to return the books today and back home at 10. I guess i can say it was my last time spending with my friends in class as 3F :) Next year i'll be in a new form 4 class. ( insyallah ) I'm gonna miss them. Three years in F class ( btw, that dosn't mean a failure class haha just a thought ) was ummm ... fantastic ! haha whatev. Yea i get to meet many new cool friends ;) esp. when in 2F last year. hee. Ohh gotta go. i have to pick up Nonie, a close friend of mine i met in 1F. now she's in 3G. We're going to the mall this afternoon. so adios !

*updated toodles Y

Here comes the holiday *updated

2008-10-31T23:32:00.001+08:00

Like it ? :) I edited this just now. My brother took me and nurul ( oh wait, and afiq. my nephew ) to Seri Quilap Mall last night. I watched hsm3 ( again. ) hehe :D Nurul haven't seen the movie. Then we went shopping ! I bought new pants ^^, We went home around 10. Nurul slept over at my house. It was fun as usual, stayed up till 2. Did i mention i love her hehe :) She went home the next morning. ( whis was today haa ) Daddy went home from his business trip in Katar. ( fyi it's in the Saudi Arabia ) night, we went dinner at WYWY restaurant. I ate lamb chop with black pepper sauce ^^, So yea, i guess i have to go to sleep now =__= School tomorrow, have to return our form 3 textbooks.

*updated toodles Y

Two different worls collide *updated

2008-10-29T23:14:00.005+08:00

Now Playing :

Two Worlds Collide - Demi Lovato

From her rocking (; first album, 'Don't Forget'

this song is dedicated to my BESTFRIEND, rai.
i'm sorry babe :'( truly, i am.

She was given the world
There's so much that she couldn't see
And she needed someone
to show her who she could be

And she tried to survive
Wearing her heart on her sleeve
But I needed you to believe

You had your dreams I had mine
You had your fears I was fine
Showed me what I couldn't find
When two different worlds collide

And she was scared of it all
watching from far away
And she was given a role
Never knew just when to play
And she tried to survive
Living her life on her own
Always afraid of the throne
But you've given me strength to find hope

You had your dreams I had mine
You had your fears I was fine
Showed me what I couldn't find
When two different worlds collide

She was scared, unprepared
Locked in the dark, falling apart
I can survive with you by my side
We're gonna be alright
This is what happens when two worlds collide

"We're gonna be alright" :')

I'm back !

2008-10-28T18:04:00.006+08:00

I'M BACK !! ... with a whole new skin ! x)

OMG, PMB is FINALLY OVER ! I DID IT ! YAY ! haha. I wore 7 totally different black shoes each day ( 7 days, 11 papers to be exact ) that i have been shopping and wearing for the last 7 months in school. hehe. History and homescience was my last today. I almost screamed when we got out of the audi ! No more exams ! woohoo ! xD haa. I won't tell how it was, but Alhamdulilah, dapat answer all the papers :) Now i just can't wait for the results to come out ! nervous though. :/ Well, goodluck to the rest of the students who is still having their pmbs !

Freedom ! yay now i can get back to my shopping spree ! x)

oh buy ! ;)

And of course, HSM3 WAS AWESOME ! Wait, it was fabulus ! xD haha. I ALMOST cry at the very ending of the movie. Really ! And haha i couldn't help but sing along on every song number ! :D especially 'i want it all'. I felt like dancing in the movie theater ! haha ~

toodles Y

Senior Year here i come!

2008-10-24T06:00:00.000+08:00

Just wanted to write a quick note and say hi before i go !

Today, in just about 1 hour, will be the first premier of High School Musical 3 : Senior Year in Brunei ( exactly 10:30 am at the Empire Mvision cinema ) and i am SUPER EXCITED ! x) Like totally ! This is the day that i've been waiting crazy for the last few weeks ! I forced my friends, Nabel and Fikri to keep me company. They're having their PMB too though. haha. lol. I only got maybe 5 hours of sleep last night so that added to my craziness haha. but today should be really fun despite the science exam we're going to have tomorrow. ( blech ~ ) I'll let you know how it goes ^^ and possibly get some pictures if i can ! Senior Year here i come !

toodles Y

A special news.

2008-10-21T12:02:00.005+08:00

supprriisee ! :D

hee.

i know i mentioned i wasn't gonna do any post until my exams are over but i got a special news ! :)

It's my birthday today ! x) I am oficially fifteen ! Yay me ! hehe. When i came to school this morning, Fatt, Wany and Mea surprised me with this small kain written "HAPPY BIRTHDAY IZYAAN!F9 LOVES YOU" with boxes of chocolates around it. awwww, i love them ! :D THANK YOU EVERYONE ! I received soo many chocolates from my friends, they're trying to make me fat ;P hehe. I'm not doing anything special this year, except that i'm gonna go out with the girls this weekend. But no, that is not the 'news'. The news is that, as a birthday gift from my dad ... *drumrolls* ..... HE'D LET ME GO TO THE PREMIER OF HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 ! XD EEeeeeekkkkkk! Oh yeah ~ uhuhh ~ it's gonna be a .. MY NIGHT ! to remember ~ HAHAHA XD Ohh gosh if it wasn't for my birthday, he wouldn't let me go because of the pmb ! So yea, I'M GOING !! hehe. can't wait ! x)

toodles Y

On hiatus

2008-10-15T15:23:00.009+08:00

Gosh, it's the 15th already and the PMB exam is like tomorrow ! D: Wish me luck everyone ! Ohh i've been studying and studying this couples of day and i totally can't wait for it to be over ! ( on the 28th that is ) So from tomorrow onwards, i will not be doing any post as to say my blog will be on hiatus :) Till then, tata and goodluck to all the form 3 girls in STPRI !

Owhh, before that, here are some greetings for the previous birthdays that i missed and of course, for the upcoming birthdays :D

3rd October ,

Happy 15th Birthday to this beautiful lady i've known for two years and a half namely Fatin Zaywannah ! hee. May Allah bless you :)

10th October ,

Happy 15th Birthday to Beybeh !! my life has never been boring when you're around ;D i loveee you beh !

20th October ,

Happy 14th birthday to Fatihah darling ! i hate you ! HAHAHAHA ! nah, i'm just joking ;p

21st October ,

Happy Birthday to my brother's girlfriend who shares the same birthday with me, Netty !! :D

23rd October ,

Happy Birthday to Amalina Matali ! :D or as i call you, Maleno ! hehe. sorry there's no picture of you here. i tend to steal one from your blog ( haha ) but it's on hiatus too (; Goodluck anyway !

And a happy birthday to the rest of the people whose birthdays are on this month :)

That's all people :) Will be back shortly. Again, wish me luck ! x)

toodles Y

2008-10-14T14:12:00.014+08:00

Here are just some of the raya pictures i've took the other days. I didn't go raya-ing much though. Study study ~ -__+

i told you i was going green. haa :D

Shukri and Sarah :)

Nini's house.

Awie. i love this little guy :D

Arif and Ajim, nephews. They were so cuteee.

Netty !

We had a raya celebration in school too :) it was fun. hee.

achha,wany,tihah,izyan,myzah,muna,zeyah,beyh and mea x)

that was beybeh's birthday cake.

yea that's me and wany.we and the others were asked to sing by Ckg.Aziz so yea to release the stress, what the heck. ;)

HAHAHAHA.

A Night To Remember

2008-10-13T15:15:00.003+08:00

Now Playing :

A Night To Remeber - High School Musical 3 cast

Hariraya charades

2008-10-01T23:52:00.007+08:00

Just some simple edits ive done today in honour of the hariraya celebration tomorrow!!x)

Happy raya everyone ! x) Ohh i can't believe ramadhan is over already. Gosh, i can't wait for the first day of raya tomorrow ! and i totally can't wait to wear my new baju kurongs and heels ! I'm going green this year (; ( Netty helped me picked one of the shoes. Thanks Nettyy ! ) x) hehe. Owh, and i also curled my hair ! But it keeps getting straighter and straighter every day because my hair's just too soft ( as you can see the first picture below ) Good thing my friends, namely hair spray and lotion are here to help me 24-hr. HAHA lol. On the other hand, the house's looking really good. I helped my brothers pasang the cuculs last night :D I was given the role to turn on or off the cuculs while they switch the broken ones with new ones. Haa ~ I helped mother baked and cooked some of the kuih raya the other day, and when i helped to fry the cashewnuts, i almost burnt half of it ! Really ! haha ! It was a good thing mother bought extra packs. ;) Hmm .. i just wished Shukri was here to celebrate the first merrier raya with us :( But that's okay, just like i mentioned earlier he'll be here during hariraya, on the 4th day that is :) ( owh, and don't worry, we saved some tapak kuda for you. haa. ) So i guess that's all for tonight. I better hit the bed. I want to make an early start tomorrow :) Have a blast people ! Again, selamat hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir & Batin. And i'm truly sorry if i've done wrong or wrote something that offended someone on this blog :)

candid picture. it was in the gallery. I was at the empire hotel that time. had sungkai there.
Nettyy !! i look blech there ~
this was not candid.haha.well, at least i wasn't;)that's my brother, rahimin:)

Just some surveys. ( Tag reply )

2008-09-26T02:28:00.008+08:00

2:30 a.m. in the morning and i can't fall asleep =__+ so i thought i'd do a post since i got nothing to do ~

I've been tagged by gkah. ( she tagged everyone at her link though :p )

suuurrrrrrveyys =D

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
- My family :)

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
- a pair of black heels ! :D

3) Where do you wish to get married?
- at a beach. haha i wish

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
- errr i dunno

5) Are you in love?
- Yes ..

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
- err that place at the Orchid Garden Hotel. had sungkai there.

7)Name the latest book that you bought?
- does a magazine counts ? :D

8) What is your full name?
- Nur Izyan Azimah Abd Amin.

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
- errr.. Both.

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
- TOTALLY ASHLEY TISDALE !

11) Christina or Britney?
- i'd choose britney :P

12) Do you do your own laundry?
- .. no. haa (;

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
- Paris !

14) Hugs or kiss?
- Hugs.

15) 8 things I am passionate about :
- Shoes !
- High school musical
- Music
- singing
- Fashion
- Shoes !
- Blogging
- Drama movies and series
- Oh, did i mention shoes ? :D

16) 8 things I say too often :
- " apakan~ "
- " fabulus! "
- " kali~ "
- " haa "
- " antiiiii !! " ( amah ) HAAA ;P LOL
- " OMG ! "
- " totally "

17) 8 books I’ve read recently:
Well, most of the novels i've read currently is from the little black dress book
- Pick me up
- Mounting desire
- Blue Christmas
- Singletini
- The Art of French kissing
- Hook up or break up
- Project fashion
- Ella Mental and the good sense guide

18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again :
- Can i have this dance ?
- Just wanna be with you
- Hurry up and save me by Tiffany Giardina
- Two worlds collide by Demi Lovato
- I'm that by Ashley Tisdale
- A little bit longer by Jonas Brothers
- Get back by Demi Loavato
- Goodbye by Miley Cyrus

19) 8 things I learned this year :
- i sucked in baking
- friendships can be so hard to handle at times.
- never be too over-confident
- some guys are just pigs ! =/
- learnt that i'm really obsessed with shoes
- that you can't get anything what you want anymore :(
- haters are everywhere. haa whatev.
- learned to be brave ! =)

i tag Netty, Fatin, Yana, Eqah, Fyah, and MalenoHope to read your survey people ! :)

toodles Y

Can i have this dance ?

2008-09-18T12:13:00.023+08:00

Now Playing :
Can i have this dance ? - Gabriella and Troy ( from hsm3 )

Ramadhan fests

2008-09-18T12:13:00.020+08:00

Pictures ! :D

moi

out with the girls :D

at the salon. had our hair and nails done =D

Fatt's and mine's

thst's izyaan and zee ;)

fatihah getting her nails done haha

Beybeh, Mea, me and zee below

we were vaining in the toilet hahah

escapade sushiii

sii Nurul sama Wazien

isn't he cute ?

loves ! hehe (;

HAHA lol

in the car otw to Polo Club

daddy dear and sarah ! (L)

sii brother and sister ( sarah's mom ) :)

"lagi lagi mamam" she said. cuteeee ^^

yummy desserts !

Virtual Barber Shop

2008-09-13T13:42:00.002+08:00

Funny ;D

Use headphones and close your eyes. It's fun :D

Who knows ?

2008-09-09T13:02:00.005+08:00

I've been thinking a lot about my future career lately. I wonder what the future holds for me =) What will i be ? Hmm .. Well i've always wanted to be a doctor actually :D I'd like to study all that medicine and stuff ~ And also, with my thalassemia illness, i'm used to seeing blood and getting injection and all. But it takes about 8 years to be a doctor ! Hmm, that'll be major tiring. :( But making sick kids well would be very rewarding And sometimes i think i want to study law .. Law school wouldn't be easy , but with hard work i'm sure i'd pass the bar exam. Then i'd become a public defender ! I'd win case after case ! And after a while, who knows ?? I might even become 'Judge Izyan' ! Wow ! Okaayyyy ~ i'm feeling so hyped right now ! XD haa. But then again, who knows ? I might even become an astronaut ! haa i can imagine it now, me on a rocket ship, "astronaut izyan to mission control, do you read me houston ?" haha ! Owh, and speaking of reading .. The teaching stuff is also a possibility .. Who knows ? I might even end up teaching HOMESCIENCE in Stpri ! I've thought about that too. What ?? Naahh ~ Teaching would be nice though, but who knows where i'd end up if i set my sights really high .. i might even be the first female Prime Minister in Brunei ! haha Being a prime minister would possibly be great but ending up as Mrs. ***** might not be bad either ! XD Who knows right ?

toodles Y

Not one of the boys

2008-09-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

TADAAA ! hehe changed my layout againn ! I was bored with the last one ~ I thought i'd do something different so i picked this as for my love in pink andd .. shopping ! Hope the 'welcome to the pink avenue' isn't too tacky. haa

toodles Y

Happy Fasting

2008-09-02T19:15:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT BERPUASA

Happy fasting everyone There's like about 15 minutes left till sungkai time and i thought i'd do a quick post Huhh, i'm starving to death ! ( not really ) haha. So since today is a holiday, we went to the stadium for the gerai to buy some sungkai food ( in which we just got back from ) We always go there every year though. There's always lots of yummy stuff there. I bought nasi katok and kambing salai ahhh~ i can already smell it from here. haha i guess mother is unpacking the food. Oh ! There goes the baduk. Well, my food's awaiting ( haha ) so till next time.

toodles Y

Hanging on too long

2008-08-30T18:42:00.003+08:00

The PMB timetable was given to us recently. My exam starts on the 18th October until the 28th unfortunately. Yes, unfortunately. My birthday is like on between that date ! Haa me and fatihah was like "nooooooo !!". We were really bummed. Her birthday is on the 2oth too. And not only that, HSM3 is also premiering on the 24th ! WAAA ! Like how am i supposed to pay attention to my studeies if i'm too obsessed with hsm. Hehh. Oh well ~ Let's just see

toodles Y

Just some recent updates

2008-08-29T17:01:00.005+08:00

I've been too lazy to blog recently. Here's some updates that i missed --

Monday, 25th August

Happy 15th birthday Nurul !

Although you're such a pain in the ~~ass~~ sometimes but you are my life saver and i love you cousin ! I'll get you a present soon aite ?

Tuesday, 26th August
Gaah, our homescience cooking practical was today ! Well, it was major tiring ! We stood up for like about 2 and a half hours without sitting or break ! And gosh, was there soo much pressure but i managed to finish the three dishes in time. The agar-agar and chicken stew went well i guess. The chocolate cake tasted okaay too ( well, that's what my friends were saying. I wasn't so sure about it ) but i overbaked it. I was so nervous when i looked at the examiner's face when she were slicing the cake and it .. whats it call ? umm pacah. Yeap ! Ohh, i hope my mark's good enough to pass. Pray with me people. Amin ! And owh yea !! but it's not over yet, we still have to sit for the needlework practical exam. Ahh, now that's something i can ease up a bit. Again, wish me luck !

Wednesday, 27th August
I didn't go to school today. I had a slightly cold last night but i'm better now after eating some panadols ^^ The weather in Brunei have been so drastic lately. I went to tuition tonight and we were doing our class work quietly then this really really loud and scary thunder hit, as if it was so near ! Really ! Even my teacher was really surprised, she was drinking coffee when the thunder hit and almost spilled half of it ! haha.

Thursday, 28th August
Zeyah cried today and i understand why. Don't worry zee, you're not the only one. i felt so ~~bullshit~~ about it too. Just cheer up babe ! secrets. huhh, they just bring trouble to people, especially among bestfriends. So anyway, i didn't go for tuition tonight because i went to school for the sembahyang hajat. I prayed real hard for me and the girls to pass the PMB. It's like only for about a couple of months till the exam and it's almost Ramadhan ! Gosh, i'm like totally not ready ! ohh i hope i'll be able to do some serious cramming during hariraya.

Well, so i guess that's all that i needed to "say". Till next time,

toodles Y

Not goodbye

2008-08-24T21:49:00.006+08:00

Just got back from the airport with my family. Shukri went back to Scotland Actually, it was supposed to be last night on Saturday but the tickets were overbooked was it ?? Yea, something like that. Gaah, i'm so gonna miss him again Thanks for the pink car and the tinkerbell's tank top AND the handbag ! You'll come back during hariraya right ? He better ! haa I had fun hanging out with his girlfriend, Netty !! She's cool uhuh haa. And aww, she cried when shukri went in to boarding ! haa .. That's okay. He'll surely be back aite ? right.

toodles

Home Ec Planning Session

2008-08-21T14:26:00.001+08:00

I had my homescience exam today, for the real PMB. Today was the planning session and i hoped soo much that i don't get a baking question like before on the mock exam. But then again :( i did. My question was something like this. ( oohh, and i got question nymber 4 btw )

4.Prepare, cook and serve three different dishes to show your skill using:

i) Cake tin
ii) Measuring jug
iii) Saucepan

My first reaction to this question was "what's a saucepan?" haha. but i was shocked that i got a baking question. So i picked chocolate cake for cake tin, fresh fruits agar-agar for measuring jug and it turned out correct for me to cook chicken stew for the saucepan haha. Yikes, all that's left is the cookery exam next week on the 26th ( Tuesday ) Wish me luck !

toodles Y

You know that you want it

2008-08-18T14:24:00.005+08:00

Now Playing :
i want it all - Sharpay & Ryan Evans ( hsm3 )

toodles Y

Welcome home brother!

2008-08-11T18:52:00.006+08:00

Nurul and Faten slept over at my house last Saturday night. :) i slept early though, while they stayed up all night having fun :( haha. So anyway, my brother, shukri came back home from uk yesterday and guess what he bought me ?? ^^, ( well, actually i asked him to buy it. haha )

WHEEE !!

It's the model car that i wanted ! Okay, i am being so exaggerate about this but i can't help it, i love it so much ! and i mean the pink car ! not the doll. That's so childish for me. haha. It also got a fabulus sign on the back of the car's plate ! :O awwww, thank you so so much shukri ! i love you ! haha. I'm so hyper right now (;

toodles Y

Girls just wanna have fun

2008-08-09T20:17:00.003+08:00

to all my girls out there .. especially to my fantabulous ^^, and well, you know who you are (; this lyrics are for ya'll Y

Girls just wanna have fun - Miley Cyrus

I come home in the morning light

My mother says "when you gonna live your life right?"

Oh mother dear we're not the fortunate ones

And girls they wanna have fun

Oh girls just wanna have fun

The phone rings in the middle of the night

My father yells what you gonna do with your life

Oh daddy dear you know you're still number one

But girls they wanna have fun

Oh girls just wanna have

That's all they really want

Some fun

When the working day is done

Oh girls they wanna have fun

Oh girls just wanna have fun

Some boys take a beautiful girl

And hide her away from the rest of the world

I want to be the one to walk in the sun

Oh girls they wanna have fun

Oh girls just wanna have

That's all they really want

Some fun

When the working day is done

Oh girls--they wanna have fun

Oh girls just wanna have fun

They wanna have fun

Endless Misery

2008-08-05T19:12:00.001+08:00

Faten came to my house around the noon. She told me more stories of her endless problems and that she just recently broke up with her guy, her life, her everything ! Over some stupid, stupid, S-T-U-P-I-D rumor that is not even halfly true ! Gosh, i'm so sorry fatin. Just when things started to ease up, even more problems and ~~stupid~~ rumors had going on.

To faten and ... you guys know who you are right? When are you guys gonna solve this already ? Can't you guys just go on already ? And ignore the rumors ? even if it's "hunting" you so badly? This is so immature. I'd tell you that. I'm not trying to ikut campur or anything but i hate it when fatin cried tadi and i just had to stand up and talk. Okay? ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

Faten, cheer up babe. I hate seeing you crying like that.

Love Today

2008-08-05T18:37:00.002+08:00

OMG, i just got a call from siNurul. AND SHE'S GONNA DO AN OPERATION ANYTIME TONIGHT ! I'm like so worried right now. The docor said she have to take out her appendix or something like that. So she's in the hospital right now, probably very nervous and upset of the coming operation. I hope everything's gonna be okay ! i love her !

toodles *sigh

Breakout

2008-08-04T16:37:00.005+08:00

I changed my music again ! This time it's 'goodbye' by Miley Cyrus, from her brand new album Breakout that hit stores July 22nd. Featuring the hit single '7 Things' with the hit music video. It's her first Miley album that has no connection with Hannah Montana. Finally ! haha.

You can download the goodbye mp3 here.

Weekend Escapade

2008-08-03T18:52:00.007+08:00

First of all, i actually had no intention of tagging along with my sister to The Empire for a one night stay. But the thought of relaxing ( AND fun. haha ) made me want to, so i did.

Our hotel room was actually in the sea view building but we didn't like it there and the area was too far away from the swimming pool and the beach but we managed to switch room in the main building and got a Junior suite! hee.

Before we moved to the new room, me, afiq and wazien went for a quick swim at the beach. At about six, after we finished swimming, we repacked our things to transfer to the suite. On our way there, i bummed into Armani in the lobby. haa. I was surprised to see her. We saw 'The Mummy 3' in the Empire Cinema after dinner. Then we watched the fireworks where we sat on the grass together. As usual, the fireworks was spectacular ! :) After the fireworks finished, we strolled along the beach and hang out in the lobby lounge.

at the lobby lounge ..

i like this picture. Armani on the back, can't really see her though. haha.

After sending Armani back to her room, i went back to mine's and took a long relaxin' hot bath while listening to my ipod. I really had fun that night and slept late. In the morning, i had a breakfast buffet. I ate some cereals, some pastries and 2 half boiled eggs and tea for drink. On the afternoon, i took a long walk around the hotel. Back to the hotel, i did this video of a little tour in our hotel room. I was so bored okay ! haha

Around three, we went to the 'Sunday Splash' at the beach. Personally, it wasn't that much fun as it was before but i did had fun.

As much as i wanted to stay there longer, we had to leave. :( We checked out at six and went home afterwards.

toodles Y

Burnin' Up

2008-07-30T19:37:00.004+08:00

ohh, i just lovee watching this music video. Burnin' up by the JB. Check it out,

"I can't grow a mustache" haha. Joe looks so funny with the mustache. And Selena Gomez was also in the video. With Nick. Gosh, she's so lucky ! Owh, and if you want, you can download the mp3 here.

First time tuition

2008-07-28T21:26:00.003+08:00

So tonight's my first day of tuition at A+ tutorial. I wore my new pleated skirt and a white top. It was also my first time tuition actually. I've never been to a tuition so yea, i was a little bit nervous at first. But it turned out okay. I just got home from geography class. The teacher was a chinese so i hardly understands what she was saying as her chinese accent was too thick but my new friends helped me though. And the students .. well .. they were cool ! ... except for this one guy, he kept staring and winking and pewit-ing me. Really ! He disgusts me. I forgot what his name was. haha. Owh, and school was fun today. We played hockey and nothing terrible happened as in like last week .. but we're not allowed to talk about it in public by our teacher though. All i can say is that, i heard the most scariest laugh in my whole life that day.

toodles Y

2008-07-25T22:12:00.003+08:00

As usual, went jogging again, at Tasik Lama. ( This time, Afiq remembered to wear his new track pants. haha ! ) si Nurul was also went there and I jogged with her. I had roti kosong and teh tarik for breakfast at a restaurant in gaydong. After breakfast, we went to the A plus tuition place. I only registered for maths and geography though, starting this coming monday. I met Wany and Zeyah too. They go to tuition there.

Afternoon, i watched family guy on dvd. ( That maniac baby, Stewie is so hilarious ! haha ! ) After i finished it, si nurul came to my house again. We were planning to watch some movie at the mall, but in the end, malas jua kami. She went home afterwards, and since i had nothing to do, i followed along with my parents taht evening. They went to Qiulap. si daddy had something to do there. Me and si mummy on the other side, went shopping. ( of course ) We bought more kain for hariraya. Then we shopped at esp and bought a new tee and this really cute pair of slippers from Vincci for tuition this monday. First impression is very important !

For dinner, we ate at Charcoal at that place somewhere around Plaza Atirah .. I forgot the name of the place. Anyway, ohh i just loveee there and the menu is so divine with all the steaks and stuff. I ordered the charcoal's lamb chop with spicy sauce and it was totally awesome ! I finished the whole thing ! ( haha )

toodles Y

PMB Mock Exam Results

2008-07-24T16:32:00.006+08:00

The results are finally OUT ! As you can see my marks below, almost all of it is really low. My average was like only 50+ something and i got number 5 in the class. I can't even get just one distinction ! hmmm ~ I think i'm going to attend tuition classes. Know any good tution place anyone ?

Malay - 72%
Geography - 55%
English - 68%
IRK - 46%
Maths - 50%
History - 42%
Home. Ec - 70%

toodles Y

Tastiest Pasta Ever

2008-07-22T15:01:00.006+08:00

I don't know about you, but i just tasted the most amazingly delicious spaghetti in school today. Not the cafeteria food. ( not that it's anything wrong with it or something ) My friend, Beybeh ( i mentioned her name before right ? ) brought the spaghetti as her lunch and it was cooked by her sister, Linda i think. So yea, it was like the most tastiest pasta i ever tasted in my whole life ! Like totally ! haha. And owh ! i changed my music to the song 'now or never' of hsm 3. Enjoy ! So that's all for today. As Beybeh always say, Hasta La Vista ! hee

toodles Y

"Shopping Sunday"

2008-07-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

This morning, when we were on our way to Tasik Lama, when we just stepped out of the car, my nephew, Afiq's accidently wore his ripped track pants that were because .. err .. i don't exactly know what happened. And of course, he can't go jogging in that. ( Entaah hehh. Indakan inda ia terasa kann ) si Daddy planned to buy a new pants but what store is open at 8 a.m ? So yea, my parents was mad at him for some reason and didn't had the mood to go jogging so we went straight home. I was really bummed on the way back because i really had the mood to go jogging today. Don't know why.

So since jogging was cancelled, we went to the Mall in Gaydong in the afternoon. We always go to the mall on Sunday though. to buy stuff. I call it "Shopping Sunday !" ( in which i'd only be buying outfits, accessories & of course, junk foods ) If my parents don't have any weddings to attend to of course. We're like the Sunday Regulars. haha. Such as today. We ( si afiq came too, along with his little brother, wazien ) ate at Pizza Hut. ( ahh~ heaven ! ) but i only ate 1 piece of pepperoni though, and a couples of garlic bread ( which is my most favorite appetizers ) Gotta have `em ! So anyway, after lunch, me and mom went shopping ! We bought more kain for hariraya at Pesona Jaya. They have many amazing batik there. I'd recommend it. Next, we went to iora and i bought a cute plain white top and this really fabulous skirt. Mom liked it, but of course si daddy didn't think the price was fabulous haha. Oopps. ( Kana marah saja ) So anyway, afiq already bought his new track pants to replace the ripped one. and si daddy also bought him a new mp4 i guess. a cheap one at that. he sure was happy tu. haa.

After mall, we went to Quilap, and ishh, daddy bought a new Apple Macbook for himself. I almost drooled over it. ( haa, not really ) After all that, daddy dropped me off at Hua Ho Tg Bunut at about 3 o'clock to meet the girls and we went the salon to get our nails done. We had a manicure and a pedicure. i also washed my hair, and i almost wanted to cut my hair like the rihanna helmet look that have been the it hairstyle in Brunei lately but i wasn't so sure. After we finished pampering, we bought the ice cream blizzards at dairy queen and daddy picked me up at about half past 4. So now, i just finished doing some geography homework and i'm like very tired. Till nest time,

toodles Y

Sharpay's Pink Ford Mustang

2008-07-20T15:05:00.005+08:00

I WANT !

( not the sharpay doll, but the pink car )

toodles Y

Beat to death (not really)

2008-07-18T12:30:00.005+08:00

Huhh, i'm so beat today ! I woke up early this morning and went to Tasik Lama with my parents and si brother. Did our usual jogging routine and a little hike in the woods. Then we went to RBA for breakfast. After that, we went to Nazmi, Tanjong Bunut to buy kain for Hari Raya. Hee. For this year raya, i've got some huge plans for my baju kurongs. I'm always so hyped when it comes to designing a baju kurong. I love to go over the top but not too over. So anyway, then we went to Hua Ho store and i bought a new Puma tee ( it's pink ! haa ) and an oreo cheesecake blizzard from Dairy Queen. After all that, we went straight home and i took a long hour nap because i was like so tired from all the jogging and running and hiking in which i just woke up minutes ago. And now, i'm hungry for dinner and there's a nasi ayam awaiting me in the kitchen, so,

toodles Y

More lower than ever

2008-07-17T13:45:00.004+08:00

As our history teacher promised, she gave us our paper back today. Like yesterday, i felt confident about it .. at first .. but when i received my paper i couldn't believe it .. Yes, i failed ! I FAILED my HISTORY paper ! Huhh, THIS is what i get for being so overconfident ! Just when things got bad, the same goes for irk too ! When my teacher said only 6 people passed, i was so sure i'm one of them. But then again, overconfident much ! Gosh, i am so .. nyasal. This is the very FIRST time i'm in a situation like this. Honest ! I always used to get high marks in class last time. But now, hah ~ i'm way far behind ! Owh, and correction for the last post, history is probably the most lowest mark i'll get.

toodles *sigh*

Lower than ever

2008-07-16T20:33:00.004+08:00

Mind that last post, wheeee~ i changed my layout again ! I coudn't resist this one, it's so CUTE !

Anyway, i received more marks today and AGAIN, not one of them was satisfying. Homescience was okay .. i guess .. and maths was extremely low berabis. Probably the most lowest mark i'll get i expected to get credit on this one but surprise surprise ! Only four more papers left. B.M, english, irk and lastly, history which i'll probably be getting tomorrow as my teacher said so. She complained a lot when she was marking our papers today. She made us did a short summary on why we failed our history's paper for tomorrow if we DID failed. I wrote many meaningless ~~craps~~. It's not like i'm gonna fail anyway. haha. confident much.

toodles Y

Damn her

2008-07-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

I AM TOTALLY STRONGLY HIGHLY EXTREMELY ANGRY FURIOUS AMPED CRUNKED PISSED ( and any other words that simply means very mad ) at that certain someone right now ! Can't tell who but i was checking through her blog and she got the nerve to publish this insult post about A***** that really pissed me off ! HOW DARE SHE ! Arghhh ! LOOK IN THE MIRROR and see who's the REAL BABI ~~bitch~~ ! Oooohhhh, how i'd like to smack her face to the wall. She knows that i like A***** ! She knows it, and still, i can't believe she just posted that without knowing the TRUTH ! SHE HAD SOMETHING LIKE A DISEASES DAMN IT ! Okayy, i better stop before i make it too obvious =/

toodles, huhh !

Overconfident much *updated!

2008-07-14T21:39:00.006+08:00

MOCK EXAM is FINALLY OVER !

Huhh, that's a relief. Now all that's left is the real PMB exam which is in about 9 months from now. Owh, and I got my science and geography paper back today and my mark was low. and i mean like reaaally low as in 50+ ( =___+) I could tell my geo teacher was really disappointed tadi. And i'm totally not really proud myself. i mean me?? izyan?? got really low marks?? this doesn't normally happen to me so i'm sooo... whats the word.... nyasal inda membaca banar banar ); So anyway, gotta go to sleep now. Gotta be early in school tomorrow for HRH 62nd Birthday, flag wave waving ! :D It should be fun right? aiight ~

toodles Y